Recent content by Def_Starr

so now i need some meds mmmkaay to numb the brain

when you lose almost everything, you give up on life sorta?

Same, fck cnbc, and those democratic assholes fuckig up our country

same, missed you also and the forum

hey all, just working allot stupid gov shutdown last year, car accident lost 3 jobs in past 2 insurances..now working at another call center...fkin boring

Its been a hard struggle , lost my job at 2 major corporations, but now i am with the best EMPLOYER......TRUMP Mentioned our company on .T.V,,,, i am working to get my sales license to sell HEALTH INSURANCE>>>> I AM A JUNIOR ASSOCIATE!!! I MISSED YOU ALL

@scrtlvrby it took 7days to w/d at home, first 3days were the worst, i used Alcohol and COLD TURKEY ,and lots of showers, and massive sweating--- constantly changing sweat pants and hoodies. I hope your son makes it. I did this twice in the past 6 months, It worked but than 1 month later i...

thank you

It sucks cause I found a Job shortly after being terminated with a major cell phone company, but i bad bad bad accident , I BLACKED OUT DRIVING!!! I crashed into a Barricade, i was in a Coma for 2 days, car was Totaled/Wrecked back in August 2019.... I am  thankful no one else was injured or...

so PPE is officially done? its strange the same time TTM went down a month later PPE goes down,  new administration is not playing on shutting down websites /and such i dont mean ADMIN here i mean the new USA adminstration crackdown on oversea's order's... depending on country of origin 

Started training and fired a week after, no real reason, no unemployment benefits yet , still pending, shits getting hard alcohol to help with Xanax tapper,  relapsed when I was in training and took more again, now I gotta get serious , I have a emergency fund where im paid upto until...

status update I didn't end myself 😕 , the xnx w/ds were harsh the first 2-3days ,I did a hard cold turkey and was around family so I was in a perfect position, than I let all the shivering, cold/hotsweats, all the nasty w/d's you get from Xanax (I been on this for 10years, not one day skipped...

@Akup7ich, my condolences to your family member loss. I know that feeling, I have a family member who is older and I though of that scenario how it can be burden and the what if scenario. Allot of banks/assist agencies/…. every representative says "you sound discourage" , no this is my MAN...

how long can saliva test detect THC/BENZO's I got the script for benzos but I am flushing out the THC! its been 4days :P im lean no fat I hope the best for your husband as well @Akup7ich   I had some monetary breakdown downs, where I been hating on myself and calling myself garbage, I kinda...

i am waiting for un-employtement to kick in, I worked enough for close to 15-18years as well as your husband , yeah I been having break downs , the last few nights I been sleeping in a bath tub lol with 3 sweatpants on and 2 hoodies and a jacket, walking around the house CALLING MYSELF A POS...