I know what you mean. Some vendors have amazing prices but take forever to get here. Then there are the 2 day/overnight shippers with exorbitant prices PLUS you still gotta pay for speedy shipping. But...i dont blame them. I mean it does suck, but they gotta hustle too. 🤷🏻♀️ Ive learned the...
Do you still have to go to the hospital 2-3 times a year?
I remember i was in so much pain when i got to the ER cuz of my gallstones and they finally gave me morphine and it barely touched the pain. I told the doctor “We’re gonna need a bigger boat”
I’m Asian so I have that weird allergy to alcohol. I get all red and two beers leaves me feeling like utter hot garbage the next day. Now pills, uppers, downers, powders, rocks...my body it like “go for it! Just no beer!” 🙄
Benzos are a tough kick too. At least with ope8s you have subs. Then with the benzos you get body twitches like your brain is making your whole body have a hiccup.
but i guess it’s all relative. I cam only imagine the agony of being in the grips of alcoholism and seeing ads for it on TV. 🥺...
I have a low tolerance for BS. Lack of communication. Prices. Only accepting WU/MG. Long TAT. All around dickish behavior....that sums it up for me. Oh and sh!t products.
Love Klonopin cuz it keeps me level headed. But xanax is my jam. The trouble with xanax besides the bounce back, is if I take too many, i start acting like a dick. I mean, I feel great, but it sucks for everyone around me.
Ahhh years and years have passed. It’s nice to see that starlite is still up and running. SOOO grateful for bitcoin in place of WU/MG. 🤮 might as well have just burned my money. Lots of changes and yet all seems very familiar. Thanks for still being around DBG! Glad to be back! I think....🤔
Definitely methadone. At one point I was on 120mgs. But i slowly slowly tapered and after 3 years (maybe it was 5?) i got on subutex. Subutex was a hard kick but NOTHING like methadone. I shudder just thinking about it.
@xenxra:
pretty sure black also went rogue sometime late last year
@Strawhat7:
Yo, whatever happened to Mr. Black? Just got a rando email from him after ghosting me like a year and a half ago
@LW815:
Know what’s really going on in somebody else’s head or how much they’re really dealing with and feel like they’re left with no other options. Been a very sad few days but 2 complete (irl anyway) strangers cared enough about what I was going through to talk to me about it, though they owe me nothing and have no reason to help my personal pain other than the kindness in their own hearts. Just shows that this place is a real community, not just a forum of people who only care about themselves.
@LW815:
Was nodding in/out the entire time writing those shouts and spparently was fully out sending the last one lol. But II find it ‘uplifting’ as two people I’ve never actually met and only know the others online presence through subscriptions, who I have a better chance of getting a handy J from Jesus Christ himself, both were so quick to share their own experience and wise words and assurances that things will look up and not to feel guilty or be mad at somebody for going that route - as you never
@xenxra:
@hotdog45 meh, same difference. they both got blacklisted on here. wouldn't be the first time a rogue shop sent out unsolicited comms after the fact.
@LW815:
Own personal experience with this kind of this type kind of situation and sympathized with my pain when I really just needed somebody to talk to. Both went out of their way to help a stranger in a time of need when I really needed somebody, and body to talk to. MM
@LW815:
Sent a simple conf email and I just dropped a ball on them. I really just needed to let it out, didn’t expect them to reply in such a thoughtful way that it drastically changed the rest of my day and mindset for the bette . Above and beyond - and the last night while chatting with another that I knew had at least once one child,, so i wished them a belated happy Father’s Day, which again caused me to spill it all to them and again received the most thoughtful and kind response, as well as their-
@LW815:
They didn’t need to. They could have just continued on with the nature or the main purpose of what the relationship between us is, I didn’t really have anybody else to let it out to at the time and they both went far beyond what I’d expect. Not that I’d assumed they’re cold/A-holes - it was just a lot from somebody who’s technically a competent stranger. A very close friend of mine committed suicide on Father’s Day and iwas emotionally wrecked witih nobody to talk to, and the first author just
@LW815:
@Mokachin0 not really uplifting in the normal sense, but two popular authors on here took the time out of their likely very busy days to not only read my massive walls of text, but both also replied with the most kind, thoughtful and positive responses when I randomly dumped my personal problems into their laps
H@hotdog45:
I have never ordered mags from him I meant
H@hotdog45:
@xenxra I thought that too but after digging on the site it is chemical cabinet. Either way I deleted the email. I have ordered mags from him, but I thought you guys should know he's reaching out to people again. After reading the thread if anyone gets an email from him I would suggest doing the same.
@xenxra:
@hotdog45 isn't that ghost? he threw his rep in the trash and got blacklisted
O@oh be g:
thank you! hopefully this will inpsirw someone!
O@oh be g:
these were instilled in me by a coworker who has had about the worst trauma experiences in life and he is still the most positive upbeat guy ive met