Recent content by Smoka90

I think I've still got some old video tapes and, funnily enough, Squeeze was one of them. I think it was a two-episode video, with the 'sequel' to Squeeze. That was the one where that 'alien thing' Eugene ate people's livers, went into hibernation, then did it all again. Bloody brilliant, haha...

@Jellopanda My doctor is quite similar in a way; he often checks his 'big book of prescriptions'... but he's a good doctor. I couldn't work out what anti depressant it was you're taking. As far as I know, there's no real need to code anti depressants, since they're commonplace, completely legal...

I think I'm backing out of this thread; I think I've made enough people think ill of me as it is, and I don't want to make that any worse, because even though I seem to be at odds with popular opinion here, you're still my friends and I'd literally cry if anyone here disowned me. I do want to...

@Solid Snoop You've got a very good understanding of the way things are. Very thoughtful. You've just go to be at your best when life is at its worst (the most cruel irony of all ironies, that one...). I'll try and look after myself... I always think of the people (my fiancee, my family, the...

@Jellopanda  Flunitr@z might be best being avoided altogether really. I think its potency's bad. I've always got a little suicidal angel at the back of my mind that makes me think of methods of going, and flunitr@z would probably be on there. It's incredible to think that I could mix a few...

@DippityDoo Thanks for the reply, discussion is always good, never something to shy away from. I've got to hand this to you straight away, you know more than me on US politics, since I'm a sort of...'outsider', to put it one way. So for that reason, I can't agree or disagree with some of the...

@2earls Thanks for not thinking any less of me for my political views, I certainly don't think less of you for yours. But I have to say: I AM a protector of women. Many right wing/nationalist people are; it would surprise you. Don't get me wrong, I loathe Trump's personality, and I hated what...

Of course, I understand you need stronger things when you hit rock bottom. It's just you're such a kind person...and the worst things always happen to the best people. That's why I want you to be safe. Erm, flunitr@z...yeeeah. :P I haven't got round to trying it yet, but it's pretty hardcore...

@ElectroNymph That does sound horrible, and really scary too... an awful thing for anyone to go through... I do hope that time heals him, to an extent, and that he's safe and okay living on his own.... @PTFC The past 12 months have been a pit pooey, neurologically anyway, yeah, but people...

@DippityDoo It's no problem, you don't need to thank me for replying. =) Like I said, it was me in the wrong, not you. I feel really bad, I've sort of made two people (three, including me) feel really bad. =/ Sorry... Squishy hugs are the best hugs, by the way. :P @Jellopanda You've never...

@Jellopanda It's always a bit difficult to distinguish between things like 'potent' and 'strong'. I mean...Nitr@z isn't that potent (since it comes in tablets of 5mg, as opposed to 0.5mg or something), but its actual effects are quite strong. It is actually my favourite one, by a long, long...

@ElectroNymph My God, that sounds awful...nine years... the fact that you think it was MJ that caused it...scares the crap out of me, to be honest. It just shows what a fragile, delicate thing the brain is...

'tis not a problem! I over-react all the time, so I think I'm the one in the wrong to be honest. Definitely no need to apologise, since there's nothing to apologise for! I'll say sorry for being a bit of an idiot... Ah, with the constipation, been managing to go! Although it tends to be one...

@DippityDoo Hmm, er...okay. I can't work out if I've just irked a feminist or whether we've just got very different senses of humour. By the way, I identify as a non-binary, trans-gender, trans-racial and trans-species person. I ain't nooo man, I ain't nooo woman. The man card offends me! My...

@Jellopanda It's no problem at all. And you're right that sympathy can be more effective (particularly in the long term) than any substances. In the long-term, most substances are bound to stab you in the back, but genuine human sympathy will never do that. And yeah, this site is one of a kind...