I love you all, but I need to take a break

Hey everyone, I know I am not the most active person in this community, but I love and care for you all. I need to take a step away for a time. My physical and mental health have not been the best, and subscriptions that once helped now seem to be doing the opposite. I do plan to return I just need a break. I love and care for you all, truly I do. It breaks my heart to do this but I need to step away for a moment I wish you all the best

hotdog45 said:

Hey everyone, I know I am not the most active person in this community, but I love and care for you all. I need to take a step away for a time. My physical and mental health have not been the best, and subscriptions that once helped now seem to be doing the opposite. I do plan to return I just need a break. I love and care for you all, truly I do. It breaks my heart to do this but I need to step away for a moment I wish you all the best

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Take all the time you need. Your health comes first, and we’ll be here when you’re ready to return. Sending love and strength your way.

hotdog45 said:

Hey everyone, I know I am not the most active person in this community, but I love and care for you all. I need to take a step away for a time. My physical and mental health have not been the best, and subscriptions that once helped now seem to be doing the opposite. I do plan to return I just need a break. I love and care for you all, truly I do. It breaks my heart to do this but I need to step away for a moment I wish you all the best

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Hey if you need any type of support please dont hesitate to reach out to your fellow dbg user.

Feel better

hotdog45 said:

My physical and mental health have not been the best

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Honest self-evalution is difficult

hotdog45 said:

, and subscriptions that once helped now seem to be doing the opposite.

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now that is a phrase you here a lot from people

hotdog45 said:

I do plan to return I just need a break. I love and care for you all, truly I do.

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And people who care about you will tell you to go. Because they give a shit. I say congratulations and do it while you still have those ppl and their support. Many people wait until they dont

Yes I know its old. Its also valid.

As an off an on again benzo user I say congrats and run with it! I’ve gone thru every time of benzo phase you can think of, denial, prescribed and under control (ya right) research chem ER & Jail HELL! Loosing everything to building all back and more only to have a 100 bar order take it all away from me again… Lost 100k a year jobs and got them back, had awesome cars, crashed them, some I still have…

I now only use real bilstered Alp or Diaz and only when I need it.

Believe me there is no controlling benzo use, it controls you and takes your relationships and financials with it. (Soul included) it will force you to lie even though you don’t want to…

Be smart and get out while you can, and if one day you can use them for anxiety and not recreation god bless you. But it’s hard and always one bad weekend away from loosing it all. Everyone should learn and will learn the lesson that pressed pills are NOT sustainable or predictable and will ruin you everytime. Shame on the people who pedal Pressies claiming they are real Alp or whatever

Rant over