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- Sep 5, 2025
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Hey guys! New to this forum but I have been around other forums for years now. I’m sure most of us have spoken at one point or another. Especially if you have remotely been in the benzo RC scene for the past 15 years or so. I’m currently sober-ish (subs,thc, occasionally a hallucinogenic) but I like to keep myself informed on what is new or being scheduled,etc. I finally decided to donate after reading about mxpcp. I’ve been in search of FXE for a while now to no avail and read about this and it peaked my interest. I’m specifically looking for FXE because it is the only thing I’ve given to my wife and caused her to stop drinking. She is a very bad alcoholic and I recommended she try hallucinogens to quit rather than the method that has proven not to work for her. I had a great experience testing out the chems with her. We tried quite a few different compounds and FXE was the one that really stuck. Well, a year into her sobriety her sister crashed her car into a tree and died, causing my wife to fall off the wagon. I’ve not had luck finding any FXE but I tried 2fdk thinking it would be a good replacement but no bueno. So, these new compounds have really intrigued me. Not so much O-PCP but the mxpcp sounds perfect as well as the 2-fxipr. I’m thinking the mx sounds better for her needs but I’m definitely grabbing both and hoping for the best. (I’m obviously going to be testing these before I let her touch them, I’m not counting it against my sobriety) but I’ve also been VERY interested in SR-17. It sounds shockingly perfect for anyone who has an opiate addiction. It’s something I am planning on trying to get off of suboxone very soon in the future. So, yeah, I just wanted to introduce (or re-introduce) myself to you guys and say thank you for having me in the group! I thought I had a lot of drug knowledge until coming here, I have a lot more to learn and I look forward to seeing how much more knowledge I can get from this group.
I put down the bottle for good. Well, I guess not for good cause I’ll still have a few beers every now and then but it’s not really comparable given a blackout was just a normal thing on the daily checklist before. Obviously it can be very life-destructive in its own way, but it at least seems to be slower with less severe immediate physical effects. Considering the cocktail of other CNS 
I read daily I was on a fast track to not waking up, honestly it’s a miracle I made it as far as I did while drinking. 
