Knee/Leg/Buttocks/Sciatica pain

Long story short I dislocated + shattered my patella at the same time. Needed to get mpfl surgery. I’ve been “jobless” since, completely fucked my trajectory in life, tried to take my lfe twice. Idk. I just hope that when every I croak that douchebags where I got hurt have it coming to them because this isn’t worth it I’m just spending money on mgm I can’t afford to love a shit life. My boss fucked me over so hard.

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Long story short I dislocated + shattered my patella at the same time. Needed to get mpfl surgery. I’ve been “jobless” since, completely fucked my trajectory in life, tried to take my lfe twice. Idk. I just hope that when every I croak that douchebags where I got hurt have it coming to them because this isn’t worth it I’m just spending money on mgm I can’t afford to love a shit life. My boss fucked me over so hard.

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Bro hang in there …. It’s a big world and you got your whole life ahead . Have you ever read the Bible . I been in your shoes probably a lot worse and GOD is the only one who can help us . I called out to JESUS When I was looking at 40 years in prison for a mistake involving the police. But GOD saved me and ended up 2 years big difference. We didn’t come from monkeys they are still here . We are so complicated made are body eyes everything is a miracle not a mistake. Just ask GOD to open your eyes . I’m here anytime you need me to talk brother ok !!!

Oof, I hope you recover well my friend. I'm sorry to hear about your pain. Hang in there, it gets better I promise. I had a serious knee injury when I was younger and recently had a broken leg. I will never fully recover from the knee injury (doc says I have a knee replacement in my future :O) but if you focus fully on recovery you CAN live a relatively pain-free life. I know things look tough right now I would encourage you to seek out therapy, both physical and mental. Idk your location but I hope that there is healthcare options available to you. Stay strong, I repeat, things do get better. You just need to hang in there and look towards whatever you can find to be good in your life.