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  1. Smoka90

    Christmas!

    @Conceited Nemesis is one of my favourites too, but I'm wanting to play the Resident Evil remake. I mean, they kept it as a true survival horror, just with better graphics etc. So that's a new thing for me to look forward to. =) The big sandbox games/mmo games put me off a bit, I mean...it's all...
  2. Smoka90

    Flormidal 15 mg. (Midazolam)

    Gosh, some of those experiences in the wards sound very intesne, as do some of the treatments...it is odd that it isn't often prescribed, though. I don't know why. It can't be because people like it too much, can it..? I don't know... The brands of Nitr@z I've tried are Nipam, generic teva and...
  3. Smoka90

    Flormidal 15 mg. (Midazolam)

    @Jackie Chiles ...still not going anywhere near them, haha! Sometimes I spin around on my chair and get dizzy for the fun of it (yeah, I still do that), so that's, er...my version of extreme I guess. I think with Nitro, it might just not work for you. I've heard lots of people rave about oral...
  4. Smoka90

    Christmas!

    @ElectroNymph I've never watched this pathetic film, but I always thought 'The Hunger Games' was a family friendly rip off of the idea of Battle Royale. But my god, Battle Royale is as dark as it gets. Incredible watch. I always think what I would have done if I was in that position, because I...
  5. Smoka90

    Nitrazepam - Not A Potent Sleep Aid?

    Thanks for the help. =) Yeah, I've sort of always been aware of the half life effect, but it always did, and still does, baffle me how nitr@zep@m isn't as hypnotic as I thought a hypnotic should be. But things have changed too. I wrote that it takes a couple of hours for me to feel effects, now...
  6. Smoka90

    life?

    I understand the lack of motivation, the fear of going outside and the lack of self-confidence. As has been said, pets help so, so much. My rabbit helps 'ground' me, in a way. She keeps me from spiralling too much. I'm struggling to find work at the moment and feel like I'm just going downhill...
  7. Smoka90

    Exhaling kratom

    Eep, I felt a bit of a gag reflex reading this - reminds me of my first and only time attempted a toss and wash. I think it does sound quite normal though, wouldn't have thought it's much to worry about. I've noticed kratom is very, er...floaty. I mean, it's quite dusty. Not dense. I need a...
  8. Smoka90

    Nitrazepam - Not A Potent Sleep Aid?

    I think I'll have to behave and just go for 1mg dosed ones. But it will be good quality, no need to worry about that. It's just when I have a 'benzzoh day', I always try to take no more than 20mg Di@z equivalent. I like smaller dosed ones too because I can spread them out a bit. Even if it's...
  9. Smoka90

    Christmas!

    I wasn't happy with how Silent Hill was sort of vandalised when it was turned into a film. It didn't work. The atmosphere was sort of reminiscent of the game, but then it went hyper-gore. The first four Silent Hills, they're not actually that gory really. And things like, Pyramid Head appeared...
  10. Smoka90

    Flormidal 15 mg. (Midazolam)

    @Jackie Chiles Just shows how everyone is different, regarding the take off bit. Landing is a bit nerve wracking, but such a relief. Now, with storms and things... I love them. So powerful. Awesome, and not in the colloquial sense. Just genuinely awe-inspiring. I could watch a storm for hours...
  11. Smoka90

    Flormidal 15 mg. (Midazolam)

    @Jackie Chiles It's the takeoff that scares me. Gives me the chills just thinking about it. Something about that moment where it nearly turns vertical. Eeek. And then every so often I'll look out of the window and think "... Oh my God, I'm above the clouuuuds...!" Then I get panicky. I know...
  12. Smoka90

    What is Lamictal again?

    @Jackie Chiles I'm really sorry to hear about your grand father... I really am. God, bloody alcohol, it just wrecks lives. It's a sad fact that all three of us can relate to it, it just shows you how common it is... I'm annoyed that I have to walk past lots of bottles of cider and vodka while...
  13. Smoka90

    Flormidal 15 mg. (Midazolam)

    @Jackie Chiles It sounds like one of those things that I shouldn't find funny, but...I do. Oops, hehe. I've only flown three times in my whole life, last time was 2009, and even then it was only a half hour flight. I'd like to visit Germany/Austria and the Alps (...best unintentional pun...
  14. Smoka90

    Nitrazepam - Not A Potent Sleep Aid?

    @Jackie Chiles Hmm, it's so strange how everyone is different. With me, it doesn't actually knock me out. It's just so calming, I can just lie down and gently drift off. Or I can stay awake on it and just relax. And the next morning I don't get a hangover, I just still feel slightly chilled...
  15. Smoka90

    Christmas!

    @Conceited I haven't actually played Outlast, but it does remind me of an incredible game (or series) called Project Zero (Fatal Frame in the US). Your only 'weapon' is a camera, and there's malicious spirits everywhere. My god, it's good! But for me, the best horror game, the best game ever...
  16. Smoka90

    Does Klonopin make anyone else "crazy"?

    I think it's the fact that bnzohs effect everyone so, so differently. And sometimes they can make you act a bit 'crazy'. I've had it before, with nitr@zapam (my favourite), I can sometimes get very depressive, hurt myself and sometimes get suicidal ideation. I also think of things like me losing...
  17. Smoka90

    What is Lamictal again?

    @Jackie Chiles It's a shame nitr@z didn't work for you. I'm honestly in love with it. To be honest, I'm sort of on it right now...eep...just so blissful. But then again, you'll probably get loads from a bnzo that I don't, so it's no loss for you I guess. Like with x@n@x that I tried...it was...
  18. Smoka90

    What is Lamictal again?

    I guess if Viagra works for you then it's fair enough to use sensibly... just one of those things (along with psychedelics and dissociatives) that I don't think I'll ever go near... I shouldn't have any issues since I'm only in my mid-20s, but my physiology and mind are both well and truly aged...
  19. Smoka90

    Christmas!

    Sorry to butt in on the conversation, but I've always preferred the Playstation too. I've had (and still have) all of the first three, although these days I don't play games enough to justify forking out for a PS4 quite yet. I've played The Last of Us (on the PS3), and did quite enjoy it. I...
  20. Smoka90

    What is Lamictal again?

    @Jackie Chiles I'd personally be cautious about going near Cialis and that sort of drug. Have you tried any natural remedies? I think they all work differently for different people; they work for some, not for others. So there's things like Maca, tribulus and tongkat ali that *some* people swear...
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  3. N @ NYStateofMind: @Alkazar I would try one of those easy online ones .. reddit gives useful info about that
  4. Alkazar @ Alkazar: @NYStateofMind I dont really have a history of abusing things, my docotr is just really stingy. I am thinking of switching.
  5. C @ Cheesus: Thanks xenxra
  6. xenxra @ xenxra: @Cheesus yeah, use snote
  7. P @ psychedpsych: Trump is cracking down….
  8. P @ psychedpsych: Hackers are the scum of the earth
  9. N @ NYStateofMind: so it was easy bc of my history
  10. N @ NYStateofMind: I didnt really tell him but he knew I needed a new script since my dr went to jail
  11. N @ NYStateofMind: @xenxra I was on Adderall since 15 years ago so my dr prescribed that w no problems and then when I lost my best friend my doctor rxed the valiums but
  12. C @ Cheesus: Temp.pm down for anyone else?
  13. xenxra @ xenxra: @NYStateofMind my doctor's have always been pretty open minded if i can actually come in and explain the pharmacological action of the drugs im seeking instead of just telling them why i think i should be prescribed. the only time it didn't work out for me is when i was trying pharmaceuticals for depression ten years ago and suggested they let me try testosterone instead (turns out i was hypogonadal so they made a mistake denying my request at face value)
  14. T @ Testisthebest: Even down here in Florida when the pill mill docs all switched over to Suboxone and/or retired you can still find some pretty liberal docs but you gotta know what to look for. Mine does "pain management, detox, anxiety,etc. And no insurance. My doc writes me 60 5mg Valium, 14 2mg Xanax and asked if I had ever tried adderal to get more focus at work as I told him I run my own business.
  15. N @ NYStateofMind: @Alkazar do they know your history? Like I dont tell my doctor anything about myself except what they need to know,...I was able to get my dr to rx the highest dose of adderall along with valiums ..... if they dont know your history or there is no history I would just come out and ask what is the reason for their mistreatment.... they have no problem billing your insurance or taking a payment for the visit
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  17. Alkazar @ Alkazar: It is INSANE how doctors treat tax paying hard working people like criminals when they ask for opioids. This world just keeps getting more and more backwards. But thanks to this site to be able to find people to help when no one in the medical world will.
  18. L @ Layne_Cobain: Hang in there @Turbo259 life can be such a Fkn sludge prayers and good vibes to you and your loved ones 🙏 ❤️
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  20. T @ Turbo259: just a thank you to all here on the forum, i liekly wont be posting much, too much shit goin on in life RN and really having a hard go of handling it, trying to detach myself al little bit and change things up, i will be back, i am not gone, and i will be here to ride with DBG fam forever, i appreciate you all, all i can ask from everyone, here, chatbox, shoot me a message, please just pray, we need prayers and gods hand to help...appreciate you all and thank you to my fam...blessings
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