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  1. javaman

    The Attraction of Xanax

    @tightlines Thanks man, I would very much appreciate some book recommendations. I might ask my doc about Lor@zapam. I'm lucky I have a GP who is very receptive to discussing medication and prescribing what we both think is appropriate. Just goes to show that a good, trusting relationship with a...
  2. javaman

    The Attraction of Xanax

    Thanks for the suggestion, @tightlines. Since I posted that I have seen my doctor about my anxiety and he didn't hesitate to prescribe .25mg xanax. I think that's the lowest dose they come in, but for me it seems to work. I even can get some relief from half a pill. I don't seem to have much of...
  3. javaman

    controlled delivery

    I don't know that there are any official stats to back this up, but I think controlled deliveries are extremely rare. They take a lot of money and manpower to organize and carry them out, it just isn't worthwhile to do it unless the person is already the target of an investigation. They might go...
  4. javaman

    Medical MJ

    I'm pretty sure that's not true... AG Sessions is pretty extremely anti-weed
  5. javaman

    What Do You Do For Living

    Graduate student...
  6. javaman

    What supplements do you take and why?

    I don't take much, and I agree with an earlier post that most supplements are just expensive placebos that feed into a huge multi-billion dollar industry that's designed to scam you out of your money. But there is some solid science behind certain things. I take whey protein, because it's a...
  7. javaman

    New guy here

    Welcome, @mttx! This place has been a lifeline for many folks who are caught in tough situations or slip through the cracks of the health care system. There are many helpful and wonderful people who contribute to the knowledge base here, so I don't doubt that you can find what you are looking...
  8. javaman

    Doctors who poorly treat pain

    I think that's an understatement! "Cruel" would be my description. The government needs to stop treating addiction as a criminal issue and start treating it as the health issue that it is. Treatment at all stages should be between the doctor and patient. I also don't like the insurance system we...
  9. javaman

    Is 400 Capsules still considered a personal amount?

    I wouldn't worry about 400 any more than I would worry about 200 or 300. If you're not on some kind of watch list, the worst that is likely to happen is a LL. I believe controlled deliveries are very rare, and usually aren't worth the resources they take to organize unless it's part of a larger...
  10. javaman

    The Attraction of Xanax

    I don't really enjoy the feeling of most benzos, but they work for my occasional anxiety. If I can anticipate it, like the night before a flight or something that I know will make me anxious, I'll take a xanax and it helps me sleep. Plus it seems to keep the anxiety at bay the next day as well...
  11. javaman

    Best Weight Loss Drug- OTC or Rx

    Just a disclaimer, I don't know how methadone factors in to these health issues, so take what I say with a grain of salt. But keep in mind the bottom line is calories in/calories out. Physiology is obviously more complicated than that, but for the most part if you eat fewer calories than you...
  12. javaman

    Beta Blockers can be dangerous, be careful with this substance!

    I don't think there's a problem with beta blockers if you take them as prescribed, whether for BP issues or anxiety. I had a doc prescribe propranolol low dose to deal with symptoms of anxiety. They don't actually reduce the amount of anxiety you have, they just mask the symptoms, like sweaty or...
  13. javaman

    I absolutely hate weed...

    I can absolutely relate to that. I used to smoke all day every day in college. I can't imagine doing that now, I'd be a wreck. Speeding up the hamster wheel in your head... That's a great metaphor, exactly how I feel. I do find that low doses of edibles still relax me, so I do that from time to...
  14. javaman

    Brownies

    Making brownies yourself is challenging because it's tough to know exactly what the dosage is going to be. I've made some batches that were pretty weak and half the pan didn't do much. Other times a couple bites had me pinned to the couch for hours. I really like that medical mj is legal where...
  15. javaman

    Sleep trouble after taking opiates

    Hydro and trams have that effect on me, but not oxy. I try to stay away from Tram completely because I dislike the side effects, but find that I have to take hydro on occasion. I definitely try to take it early in the day and hope that I'll be able to sleep, but if I can't sometimes I'll take a...
  16. javaman

    Codeine vs tramadol

    Interesting info @Phrenicz, I didn't know that about Tramadol. That may explain why I've never liked it! I tend to get terrible insomnia when I take it, regardless of time taken during the day. I could take it at noon, but as soon as I try to go to bed I have extremely vivid, almost waking...
  17. javaman

    Nutrition basics for fat loss/growth and knowing your body

    I really shouldn't call what we're doing "paleo" in any strict sense, still eating sweet potatoes, peanut butter, occasional brown rice, quinoa, etc. We are using some paleo recipes to help reduce sugar and simple carbs. I still try to get a good amount of carbs right after a work out. Haven't...
  18. javaman

    Nutrition basics for fat loss/growth and knowing your body

    Awesome post, thanks @Hammerblow! I'm not sure what my body type is, but I think I may be an ectomorph, because I've had more success losing fat and getting fit while focusing on strength training over aerobic workouts. All last summer I lifted very light with high reps and a lot of running and...
  19. javaman

    US-US vendor

    Perfect as usual... Sent donation 1/6 Donation received 1/9 TN received 1/9 Rock climbing gear in hand 1/11
  20. javaman

    does constantly checking TN's, make the package "hot?"

    This is my approach as well, it's best to just order and forget about it until it shows up. If you work with legit, reputable vendors, there's usually no need to stress yourself out. Sometimes I will sign up for e-mail tracking updates if I get the itch to watch it crawl through the system. I...
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  1. xenxra @ xenxra: pretty sure black also went rogue sometime late last year
  2. Strawhat7 @ Strawhat7: Yo, whatever happened to Mr. Black? Just got a rando email from him after ghosting me like a year and a half ago
  3. LW815 @ LW815: Know what’s really going on in somebody else’s head or how much they’re really dealing with and feel like they’re left with no other options. Been a very sad few days but 2 complete (irl anyway) strangers cared enough about what I was going through to talk to me about it, though they owe me nothing and have no reason to help my personal pain other than the kindness in their own hearts. Just shows that this place is a real community, not just a forum of people who only care about themselves.
  4. LW815 @ LW815: Was nodding in/out the entire time writing those shouts and spparently was fully out sending the last one lol. But II find it ‘uplifting’ as two people I’ve never actually met and only know the others online presence through subscriptions, who I have a better chance of getting a handy J from Jesus Christ himself, both were so quick to share their own experience and wise words and assurances that things will look up and not to feel guilty or be mad at somebody for going that route - as you never
  5. xenxra @ xenxra: @hotdog45 meh, same difference. they both got blacklisted on here. wouldn't be the first time a rogue shop sent out unsolicited comms after the fact.
  6. MOD @ MOD: Hello @everyone
  7. LW815 @ LW815: Own personal experience with this kind of this type kind of situation and sympathized with my pain when I really just needed somebody to talk to. Both went out of their way to help a stranger in a time of need when I really needed somebody, and body to talk to. MM
  8. LW815 @ LW815: Sent a simple conf email and I just dropped a ball on them. I really just needed to let it out, didn’t expect them to reply in such a thoughtful way that it drastically changed the rest of my day and mindset for the bette . Above and beyond - and the last night while chatting with another that I knew had at least once one child,, so i wished them a belated happy Father’s Day, which again caused me to spill it all to them and again received the most thoughtful and kind response, as well as their-
  9. LW815 @ LW815: They didn’t need to. They could have just continued on with the nature or the main purpose of what the relationship between us is, I didn’t really have anybody else to let it out to at the time and they both went far beyond what I’d expect. Not that I’d assumed they’re cold/A-holes - it was just a lot from somebody who’s technically a competent stranger. A very close friend of mine committed suicide on Father’s Day and iwas emotionally wrecked witih nobody to talk to, and the first author just
  10. LW815 @ LW815: @Mokachin0 not really uplifting in the normal sense, but two popular authors on here took the time out of their likely very busy days to not only read my massive walls of text, but both also replied with the most kind, thoughtful and positive responses when I randomly dumped my personal problems into their laps
  11. H @ hotdog45: I have never ordered mags from him I meant
  12. H @ hotdog45: @xenxra I thought that too but after digging on the site it is chemical cabinet. Either way I deleted the email. I have ordered mags from him, but I thought you guys should know he's reaching out to people again. After reading the thread if anyone gets an email from him I would suggest doing the same.
  13. xenxra @ xenxra: @hotdog45 isn't that ghost? he threw his rep in the trash and got blacklisted
  14. O @ oh be g: thank you! hopefully this will inpsirw someone!
  15. M @ Mokachin0: @oh be g check your dms!
  16. O @ oh be g: these were instilled in me by a coworker who has had about the worst trauma experiences in life and he is still the most positive upbeat guy ive met
  17. O @ oh be g: btw these are actual good practices and help greatly if u form as a habit
  18. H @ hotdog45: Anyone else get an email from schedwick666 I haven't opened it. I remember he was on here but I cannot recall what happened
  19. O @ oh be g: and always remember to use any .... whateere it mayy be safely ad rememeber those who have passed. keep safe in their honor
  20. O @ oh be g: ill play! wake up every morning knowing its a gift to wake up!
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