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@aintnouse Yeah, benzos are sneaky and scary, looking back. Especially since there aren't that many real horror stories floating around in regular society.  They make it seem like it's such a normal path to take.  Doctor's don't help the cause, in my opinion, by liberally prescribing them...

Also, I think that all of these trials and tibs have left me with psychedelics as my go to now..  They have no strings attached, push it as far as you want to go, it will warn you when it's too far, and no addictions.  As much as you try to control it, it has the rulebook to enforce...

As far as the thread subject.  I think it starts with wanting to feel good, then it's kind of I want to feel good and escape, then it's I want to feel good, escape, and not feel bad.  When you get into the not feel bad too much, that's not good.  That's when you should truly address it with a...

@Kaykr1 I have a long history of benzo use and severe addition, specifically to xans.  I won't go into it, I posted already, but over the course of many yearrs, came around full circle and my doc prescribed me .5 mg Klons.  The seem to affect me slightly differently in a good way.  I am able to...

@Kaykr1 I have a long history of benzo use and severe addition, specifically to xans.  I won't go into it, I posted already, but over the course of many yearrs, came around full circle and my doc prescribed me .5 mg Klons.  The seem to affect me slightly differently in a good way.  I am able to...

I should mention, while I'm still working with the doctor on the solution and I don't yet know what I will be taking, a warning to all who have had a tendency to abuse things in their life or are addicts/former addicts.  I really like these and they helped tremendously, but as time went by, day...

@Dickslapperman  It sounds like you had a bit of a fun time with caps, it can be extremely fun.  On the L_S_D, it sounds like you might not have tried the good stuff, maybe.  Some people just don't like it and it's not for them.  However, boring makes it sound like you need to find good A-c_id. ...

Also, it is a real pain to find one that works for you, kind of like the bi-polar meds.  Have patience and don't give up.  Don't give up on your doctor either, work through it with them, honestly. regards, chctwo

Wow, an amazing feat.  The first real image of a supermassive black hole at the center of a galaxy (can't remember that name of the galaxy).  I love this type of sh*t.  If your interested, just google it.  The image came out yesterday. regards, chctwo  -moving beyond theory every day.  great...

From my personal experience, that was the worst one I tried.  It did help with the anxiety to a certain extent, but was otherwise ineffective, not to mention a terrifying episode of serotonin syndrome.  Very scary.  Lexapro wasn't bad, but I don't even remember why I got off of it.  I'm pretty...

I do not take this particular med, but my disbaled son does and he has never mentioned that particular symptom, but has has not adjusted much at all.  I take 600 mg of Trileptal/day and that same exact thing happens to me, but only when I change the dosage.  When you are going up, it takes time...

Hi @Monday .  Welcome!  A lot of resources here.  I think you will find what you are looking for, along with some great people. Best regards, chctwo

Ok last thing, lol.  Experiencing today some time periods like I have taken a couple of hits, good or bad as that may be.  Good to me honestly.  The only variable that has changed since the last time I did it is the ritz.  ??  Also, I have decided try (one time)  l_s_d with chan_ga around the...

@Ringo Have you tried any psychedelics?  They can feel good, feel fun, feel liberating, and you get to see some interesting stuff.  You control how far you go.

Some Warnings (and more): Ok, this is the last post I will make on this subject of Ch_an_ga,  I'm starting to realize that some of my posts are different from what is normally posted.  So, I think maybe this is not fitting properly with the overall feel of the board.  I am learning.  I like...

Hi all, I just discovered this thread.  I posted something earlier that could be helpful to those stuck in the hideous xan cycle of addiction and w/d's  It looks like it might belong here more than there.  Maybe someone can find something helpful.  I will say I shared more detail about my...

Apologize in advance for this one, but I have to say it.  Haven't really had the opportunity and don't really like talking politics because my area, despite being blue due to the demographics here, there are way too many confrontational Trumpys around.  I hate one person more than Trump, but...

It's threads like this that help me believe that I do still have my faculties about me.  But don't take away my prozac!  I'll drink my water and take my pill like a good little boy.

@aintnouse Amen!

Wow, I just have to say that all of you are special people.  I can relate to so many things on here, however, I cannot even imagine being in some of your positions.  It makes me sad.  It makes it really hard to read.  If I wasn't on my meds, I would probably start crying and have to stop...