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Opiates and Bulbital plus lots of sleep will eventually kick them for me. Tordol IV at ER was great one time - until I realized the next day I was allergic. That was god awful, I won't touch that crap with a ten foot pole now. I seriously think there is a link between women who have been on...

Thanks 2earls. Your words are a comfort to me. I Need to pop a Val to calm the fuck down! 

Finally got my fucked up insurance all figured out and made it to the back specialist today. X-rays showed nothing wrong so then did a MRI. Dr suggested physical therapy after next appt with MRI results. Threw more pills at me - got 90 tramps, muscle relaxers. Ugh - really? He said he could not...

Oh my goodness, it would be a major issue for me to give up my gorgeous and outrageously expensive designer shoes! I do wear wedges to work a lot and that helps and have tried to not wear 5" stilettos but maybe 3.5" on a work day. I work for a large beauty company in Marketing so appearance and...

"The way to eat an elephant is one bite at a time". "Don't put all your eggs in one bastard" "The best way to get over a man is to get under a new one". (Thanks Mimi!) "Take the best and leave the rest".  "Trust your gut".  "If your relationship must be a secret, you should not be in it". ...

Eeeeeeeewwwwwwww! Someone please tell me wtf is wrong with people?!

I have been battling low, dull back pain that is constant on both sides of my spine for about 4 months now. After ER visits and my general dr I am finally seeing a back specialist on Friday. The pain is constant but varies in intensity only relieved by pain pills or muscle relaxers. I've been...

We have lots in common. Most all the name brands you mention are my usuals too. A doctor once told me that anxiety and depression go hand in hand, if you have one you have the other and they feed off of one another. Great! Lol - my emotions are on a roller coaster always. It's too easy for me to...

Self harm and depression go hand in hand for quite a few of us. For me it was/is a release of strong and painful emotions. My sister in law who is a therapist says it's not really a cry for help but a need for release - at least in my case. I'm too far gone to cry for help - lol. I will never...

Any tips for cats? My cat is 12 years old, I've had him his whole life and he is 23Ibs! In his defense, I swear he is big boned - he has huge paws and is a long husky cat! He is the love of my life and recently he had to go on a script only vet diet that thankfully he loves. He had bladder...

Lol! I love all of your comments about my cop "friend". I've been with him for years on and off but we both have our own commitments in life if you know what I mean so I try to keep him at arms length anyway for many reasons. He did get me out of a ticket, does that count?! Lol - I'm realistic...

Cops, ER & forced psych ward helped me ween off personally... Sigh - those were dark days.  What's sad is I dated a cop for years from the same dept that threw me in there but that did not seem to matter since he only claims me when he wants to. 

Yes, SL. Soma's are great but they knock my ass out!

Val has also proved to be my best friend...

I've never needed boobs (lol), I have plenty of curves but I have done my fair share of fillers in the face and lips plus lip implants, lip lift and many chemical peels. I don't regret any of it. It's expensive but I live in one of the most vain cities on the planet and feel the need to keep up...

I have found psychiatrist's to be almost worthless. In my experience, they overmedicate you with the wrong stuff. The worst thing I ever did was therapy too. Just my personal experience. Going it on your own with what you know works for you is a better plan of action. 

Yeah, unfortunately for me I did not have access to this section until I became a sponsor Tues night. Sigh... Tony just replied to my email (quickly) that he was not taking my $$ and my order would go out tomorrow am. I told him I trusted him to come through as he always has before for me. And...

Well crap. I too had trouble getting him to respond to me but after 3 emails he finally responded Tuesday and I placed an order. This is my 3rd order with him and after reading all this, I'm now worried. He picked up the money yesterday but never emailed me back as he always has done before...

mschrissy0909, I totally relate to what you have experienced. I am also a highly functioning individual (job, charity work) and like you I love Opiates but they only offer me moderate happiness too and for a very short period of time. Exercise, the occasional martini and Opiate or Valium as...