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Not exactly like it's a fact that I'm proud of, but I like to be honest.  I mean, it only got really bad because I was self-medicating on a consistent basis, and it was all because of a bad breakup. Sure, there was lots of drama, a lost job, and plenty of hurt feelings.  I got...well...pretty...

Current status: Still opiate/opioid free Last time I used was on May 1st, at night.  I've been clean for about 16 days, and I've been taking naltrexone for a full 8 days now. It hasn't been easy.  The parts that scare me are those little lulls...the "it's about time for me to take my next...

I used these for a while.  They certainly do the trick! What others has said is true: You'll want to grind them up together into one batch and weigh out a dose by the weight, not by how many pods you use.  This makes for much more accurate dosing.  Get a nice little cheap AWS scale and a coffee...

Eh, though it's bad etiquette to double-post, I've discovered another trigger: relationship issues. I probably shouldn't be dating in my current state.  Met a person before I decided to quit all this.  Well...had high hopes, and she decided things weren't quite working out.  Which is OK...

Well, the four days of the initial dose are up.  Now it's time to switch to 50 mg tonight.   Truthfully: I've done my research on this topic.  My own ability for research is what scares me a little bit when it comes to this sort of thing.  I've found myself wondering...why haven't I heard more...

^No, there is no boredom here.  I understand the ambivalent nature of my condition...though I didn't have words for it until you stated it.  The truth is that a part of me is in love with using opiates and opioids.  I love the rush, the euphoria, the numbness, the feeling like that of a warm...

Suzie...it's interesting that you bring that up!  It's something I've been struggling with a bit.  I recognize the truth in what you're saying.  I'm an easygoing individual though...anger isn't something I can hold onto for very long.  I was using anger before to push away those lies that...

I'd like to thank everyone for their input here...it's certainly heartwarming to see such a show of support from individuals that I only know from browsing these forums! I have to apologize in advance for the length of the following post.  I tend to be extremely verbose when describing...

I am an opiate addict.  I have been for the past two years, to varying degrees, ever since a particularly bad breakup. I only use to get high or to feel "normal", as is the unfortunate truth with opiates and opioids.  They call out to you.  They make you feel like something is missing in your...

So what's everybody's favorite vendor here?  What are the best prices you see for an ounce?  

Check out Green Leaf Kratom.  They take Mastercard.

I've dug into these a little more.  Poppy's Pods has relatively good prices, and the quality of the product is good. If you're starting out...BE CAREFUL.  I've had a few bad experiences with these, mostly because of dosing too high.  Start slow.  Don't push it.  The Th3b@n3 in these can be...

I'm happy to see this thread explode with so much useful information!  I'm a big believer in Kratom these days.  It's helped me keep out of trouble with other substances...and it's helped my mood remain positive during some difficult days. My main source for Kratom these days is Green Leaf...

I'm a fan of Maeng Da, Vietnam, Malaysian, and the "Red Relief" blend that GLK sells.  It's really a functional sort of substance.  The stimulating strains give me an extra boost throughout the day, and keep my mood elevated.  It helps to keep me productive, on point, and optimistic.  No...

Ordered some V@l's and S@m....as.  Both excellent quality, arrived within two weeks of ordering.  Thumbs up once again.

I can agree with what's been said so far. Anxiety is something that I've struggled with over the years, and it can get pretty close to paralyzing if something big happens. I had a life-changing event about a year ago, and l0ras helped see me through to the other side. I feel no euphoria from...

Ordered 9/2 Shipped 9/3 Received 9/15 It took a little longer than my last order. No problems though.

It's true what they say about this stuff: tolerance builds quickly.  My first dose was about 4 grams, and it took me to a very nice place, and stayed with me for hours.  I started using it every day for a week. and now that same 4 grams gives me a little lift that lasts about 2 hours and...

I wouldn't have found out about Kratom if it wasn't for this forum.  It's been a life saver...really helps relieve the W/D symptoms.  It's a wonderful feeling on it's own too.  Not sure if I can speak about my source on this forum, but they've done right by me.  A small dose can really give that...

Boy...I can certainly identify with that.