Another new member :)

toulene

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hello everyone,

Thank you for accepting me into your community. I have been struggling with mental health issues/bipolar/extreme depression and periods chronic pain among others as long as I can remember. All the psychiatrists put me on one after another expensive "non habit forming" medication which I have given an honest chance, then I feel no differently. The only time I feel normal is when I have access to certain medications discussed on this site- but if I ask for what works I'm a "drug seeker" and am no longer taken seriously. I'm sure many of you have similar experiences!

And also, I just like pills. I just want to feel... normal. Functional.

I hope to try to be active here and contribute in ways that I can. I am a female living in the almost west coast area in the u.s., nice to meet you :)  

 
Welcome Toulene from another noobie member ? I also feel your pain, the vitamins I get help me to function in my life and job as I work late night hours. It tends to take a toll on me and information this community has to offer is a huge help for which I am thankful. Good luck and welcome!

 
Hi @toulene! You aren't a stranger in here! There are many threads of discussion , help, methods etc. Of u we have vendors who can help you get yourself more functional too. I recommend a bit of research on the ones open to you,  send off for a menu /register etc, above all be safe! Check out the rules if you haven't already and generally get acquainted with the place. ☺

 
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