I do. I take addy 30mg IR 2x daily, along with 4mg++ of alprazolam + 2-4mg clonazapam.
Glad to hear that the Busp is helping you. I was given it a chance, but with my anxiety i knew that it wouldn't have helped. Looking back in hindsight, i should have given it a try before diving into the world of benz hell that i suppose was/has been created.
Vyvanse is a great adhd med. I personally prefer dexedrine or addys, however I like Vyv due to the D-amp, however the L-protein bond makes the euphoria of the D-amp mellow, thus i believe that it is more of a controlled adhd med, that has less potential for abuse. I also find that there isn't such a rollercoaster effect of euphoric high's and crashing lows, but more of a smoother graphed curve throughout the day. I think if you like the Vyv, stick with it!!
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Just a question, do you have depression or fibromyalgia? I ask because I get just like that and they call it a fibro fog...seems to go with depression too. I thought i was losing my mind.
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BennyDiazapine and sadminion,
BennyDiazapine, I would recommend trying it out again and making sure that you find the right dose for you during the process. I used to take benzos (Clonazepam and Lorazepam) and they helped a lot but I felt like they masked the anxiety versus helping me transition to coping/resolving it. Plus, I stopped because it was making me extremely forgetful and this bothered me a lot.
With Buspar, at first it sucked because after taking one pill, I would feel drunkish/dizzy for an hour but then it would go away. That was only side effect I got and it was very short lived. Over a week, I didn't really notice that at all. The anxiety was still there but I kept pushing through. After several weeks to over a month, I can say that it has helped a LOT (no more side effects too)! It's very different from benzos medications. Instead of a sedation feeling, I feel like I can manage or actually think normally. I don't feel tired or lazy like a benzo but close to being normal.
Don't get me wrong, I still get anxious off and on (a lot fewer than before) but it's easier to manage. The best way to describe it is that, anxiety before would paralyze me in every way. It's like I was walking and suddenly I become completely crippled. But on Buspar, the very few moments I get anxiety, It's like I don't become paralyzed. I actually become slightly nervous in a sense that I understand the situation may make me uncomfortable but I can manage it or better yet say, "fuck you anxiety" and it goes away. This in itself has made me feel in control and no longer disabled.
Right now, I'm in a search for finding what is really affecting me. From the research I have done, I found out that Anxiety and ADHD can co-exist together and the symptoms of those can range from Depression, AODD (Alcohol or Other Drug Disorders), etc. My anxiety could be caused from ADHD. So, after a month of taking Vyvanse, I'm hoping that my anxiety will go away by itself, showing me that it was only a symptom of ADHD (I was recently diagnosed for, btw).
It's kind of weird learning about this. Here are some examples of what I mean. I hope I explained this properly.
ADHD causes -> Anxiety which also causes -> Other Disorders
or
ADHD causes -> Alcoholism/Drug Addiction which causes -> Anxiety which can cause -> Depression and so forth.
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Anxiety+ADHD causes -> Depression causes -> Conduct Disorder -> etc -> etc
or
Depression causes -> Anxiety causes -> other disorders
etc
If you eliminate the root disorder, everything starts to fall apart. My shrink told me that I had just Anxiety and I was suffering depression because it was a symptom of my Anxiety. Once I started treating the Anxiety, I no longer was depressed.
In theory, I'm hoping that this is the case for me and that I only have one true root disorder which is ADHD, everything was just a symptom of that symptom, etc. That way I can single out what's wrong with me and just go on one medication instead of two.
Don't get me wrong, I do realize if I treat the root disorder, there may be remnants of the other disorders but they are easier to manage and can slowly be treated through Cognitive Behaviour Therapy, hopefully eliminated them completely.
Sadminion, yes, I did have depression before and no, I do not have
fibromyalgia. Also, what you are describing from what I researched recently is depression can cause forgetfulness/memory loss. Keep in mind that most antidepressants and anxiety medications can cause exactly what you have described.
I have been taking St. John's Wort (3 times a day) and Melatonin (3 mg to 5 mg at night). My doctor recommended St. John's Wort for anxiety which really didn't do anything for it and Melatonin to help me fall a sleep at night due to racing thoughts keeping me up. The Melatonin I found was amazing, really encourage me to fall asleep and I woke up feeling refreshed. Now, I continue to take the St. John's Wort because it did improve my mood and I thought why not.
I'm still forgetful but I slowly feel like my memory is coming back and I'm thinking that treating the ADHD with Vyvanse is becoming a lot more beneficial than anything else.
sadminion, I hope you find the cause and solution for your fibro fog.
If you haven't figured out, I think it's safe to say that the Vyvanse is in full affect! LOL. I've been reading like crazy and becoming an extreme chatty-cathy. I probably over shared but hey, doesn't hurt, eh?
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