Benzos first time

[asymptomatic]

HI I've used diazepam (5mg) when I was 15 and remember them turning me into a full on zombie after like 20mg.Havnt used since then (11years) and just got some 10mg and some alprazolam 1mg. Yesterday had 1mg alpra and another 1mg 3 hours after and then passed out for 14 hours. Today I've had 30mg diaz and 1mg alpraz but i'm not feeling much at all this time. Is this normal? do I need to up dosage? 

 

[asymptomatic]

Update

Had another 1mg alpraz still not feeling much of anything. As a first time benzo user what should I be feeling after 30mg diaz and 2mg alpra? im quite a big guy 6ft like 17-18 stone. They were 10mg bensiden and 1mg ksalol from reputable seller. On another note the diaz tasted bitter? I've heard these should be sweet almost?

 

[asymptomatic]

Wont let me edit again. On a second tasting the diaz are definitely sweet initially but with a slightly bitter aftertaste. up to 50mg diaz and 2mg alpra now.

 

[asymptomatic]

60mg diaz and 2mg alpra finally getting somewhere feeling like I remember it. seems a lot for a naive benzo user?

 

[asymptomatic]

70mg diaz 4g alpra and im still coherent not much has changed. Still not enough of a dose? Only thing I am, experiencing, which I noticed someone else mentioned with bensidens he was taken, is that I feel kind of unstable on my feet like my legs are weak.

 

[asymptomatic]

80mg diaz and 4gmg alpra I am out of my mind now can barely walk. It seems like it all hit me at once despite everything being spaced out with 2-3 hours at a time in some cases. Again this is my first time using benzos since 11 years.Maybe im a slow metaboliser.? I also took a 25ml shot of 45% single malt whiskey with this last alpra. Would that have this effect? Im seriously gone now. Codeine doesn't have much effect on me either with like 400mg dosed 4 hours apart doing nothing to me. Not sure if that's related or the dose is low?

 

[Boi]

no, it did not all hit you at once. you took too much. set an amount and take that only with benzos, don't go over. you'll end up being too faded. benzos cause delusions of sobriety, but when you sober up you'll realize you were high. I've done what you did many times. in time, you'll see what I mean.

 

[asymptomatic]

 Yeah noted thank you. On waking up this morning I can definitely tell I was far more gone than I realised at the time.