Amen sister! I can't agree with you more, I'm so glad you finally have a good doctor. I can't imagine having fibromyalgia and being in pain everyday and not having a doctor to help you, by the way, my friend with fibromyalgia I told you about whose doctors will write Meds as long as he quits smoking weed tried committing suicide yesterday. I kept telling him what you told me that there are Meds that help, but he just has it in his mind that weed is a cure all, don't get me wrong, I love marijuana but I can also see that it isn't a panacea for all conditions. I think he just likes to get high, and he's hurting himself, I would think it would actually make it worse also. Because it would just make his symptoms more amplified, you know how weed can do that. Especially indicas which he smokes. I know high CBD can help pain for some but it doesn't do anything for me except get me slightly stoned. So sorry I was supposed to write a few people back but ended up at the hospital with him while they stitched him up and pumped his stomach. He took 90 klonopins, which would just make me sleep not kill me and slit his wrists in the bathtub, but thankfully he did do a good job, but he went sideways instead of down,Mai's mom found him, I just got home after staying with him all night. Maybe after this I'm hoping he might give you're way of trying to get pain management and quit smoking. Anyways, thanks for the update, I hope you have some pain free time for you and you're three kids, you are so young with three young kids, I know it has to be difficult not being able to play and take care of you're own children. Hopefully you will be a happy minion soon. Ps thanks for the note, made me feel so much better! I'll pm you as soon as I can about what was said me thanks again. Love ya!