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I wanted to share my experience because I know a lot of people on here are struggling to find doctors who actually listen — especially if you have a history with substances or mental health diagnoses.
I’ve been diagnosed with panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, OCD, bipolar, and more. But my biggest daily battles are crippling panic attacks, severe overthinking, and non-stop anxiety. I’ve been on Klonopin for over 10 years — started at 0.5mg, gradually moved up to 2mg/day, and stayed there for 8 years. For me, Klonopin has been a lifesaver, and I don’t care what today’s “one-size-fits-all” doctors say.
After being honest with my previous doctor about my misuse of Roxycodone, he stopped prescribing controlled meds and referred me out. I was spending every dollar I had chasing Roxy, and even tried to get off with 7-OH (from kratom) — which honestly ended up being just as addictive, if not worse, for me.
That’s when I used the Medicare Part D Prescriber Tool — and I highly recommend it to anyone looking for help. It’s an underrated resource that shows what doctors prescribe and how much of each medication they prescribe. You can check if a doctor actually prescribes things like benzos, Subutex, stimulants, etc. — and avoid wasting your time with someone who won’t even touch controlled substances.
That’s how I found my current doctor, and I truly believe he saved my life. He’s got 40+ years of experience, takes a no-BS approach, and actually treats people like individuals, not just problems.
Here’s what he’s done for me:
He’s not a pill-pusher. He doesn’t prescribe pain meds. But he listens, monitors closely, and does what it takes to help you function and feel well. Not just “clean.” Not just “compliant.” Well.
So if you’re out there losing hope — please don’t. There are still good doctors out there. Use the tools. Be honest. Stay clean. Keep pushing.
I’ve been diagnosed with panic disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, PTSD, OCD, bipolar, and more. But my biggest daily battles are crippling panic attacks, severe overthinking, and non-stop anxiety. I’ve been on Klonopin for over 10 years — started at 0.5mg, gradually moved up to 2mg/day, and stayed there for 8 years. For me, Klonopin has been a lifesaver, and I don’t care what today’s “one-size-fits-all” doctors say.
After being honest with my previous doctor about my misuse of Roxycodone, he stopped prescribing controlled meds and referred me out. I was spending every dollar I had chasing Roxy, and even tried to get off with 7-OH (from kratom) — which honestly ended up being just as addictive, if not worse, for me.
That’s when I used the Medicare Part D Prescriber Tool — and I highly recommend it to anyone looking for help. It’s an underrated resource that shows what doctors prescribe and how much of each medication they prescribe. You can check if a doctor actually prescribes things like benzos, Subutex, stimulants, etc. — and avoid wasting your time with someone who won’t even touch controlled substances.
That’s how I found my current doctor, and I truly believe he saved my life. He’s got 40+ years of experience, takes a no-BS approach, and actually treats people like individuals, not just problems.
Here’s what he’s done for me:
- Started me at 8mg Subutex/day, bumped to 16mg, now at 24mg/day
- Increased my Klonopin to 3mg, then 4mg/day after only two visits
- Prescribed 40mg/day of Adderall IR after a real ADHD evaluation
- Drug tests every visit, with a 2-strike policy — third failure and you’re discharged
- Bloodwork every 3 months
- Cash-pay only, monthly visits
He’s not a pill-pusher. He doesn’t prescribe pain meds. But he listens, monitors closely, and does what it takes to help you function and feel well. Not just “clean.” Not just “compliant.” Well.
So if you’re out there losing hope — please don’t. There are still good doctors out there. Use the tools. Be honest. Stay clean. Keep pushing.
