And yes American Beauty was beautiful. I know people debate it that he deserved to die but no one deserves to die. I hate the Death Penalty it brings out the worst in people. It costs so much money and its not a deterrent. Maybe if I lost someone to a violent murder I might think differently.
Oh I live by this quote to remember to be grateful and not look at not look at the ugliness around me. Especially with the Orange Dude not doing anything to help our country just trying to divide us.
"guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me, but it's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once and it's too much. My heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about I'm sure, but don't worry, you will someday."