king8
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- Jan 18, 2015
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Hi iv been dealing with depression and anxiety for years. When I was 21 i got into opiates bc of my depression and anxiety problem. I took Opana ER 40mg they were amazing for about a year until i got addicted. I went down hill fast, stealing money from family and selling my car for dope money it was bad. I went to rehab for about 2weeks. It was one of those Church rehabs were they make you work labor jobs and find God. It was no good for me, try working while withdrawing. So i came home and relapsed. So i look into Suboxone and get a doctor and iv went 8 months clean on subs then relapse. After relape i stayed on subs and decied im going to do this right. Ever since then iv been clean for 3 yrs on subs. I know now i cant go back to that lifstyle bc im 24 and im just getting my family's trust. So im on Effoxer ER 225mg. It helps with my depression. Since iv been on subs i dont do anything i have no social life. I dont like going anywere, even like the grocery store bc of my axeinty. I was wondering if i should get a script of Xanax? and use them the right way. Or should i stay away and find something else for my anxiety. Iv tryed benzos before and nvr got addicted. Im on temazpam 30mg for sleep but sometimes i take it when i have to socialize and it helps out sooo much. Any feedback would be great Thanks