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Hey there guys  :mellow:

I found the site after almost reaching the end of my tether. I suffer from anxiety/panic attacks. I experienced my first one whilst to young to realise what was happening & was so afraid to mention it to anyone.

Over the years i eventually suffered less and less until they stopped altogether. Then sadly they came back with a vengeance and initially my doctor was fantastic he prescribed me with the usual diazepam.

Sadly he retired and all his patients were handed over to other doctors in the practice. My new doc told me that things had to change and told me that I would have to begin a gradual reduction program. I tried to treat this as a positive thing but as I reduced lower and lower things went t*ts up.

I held on for as long as I could but eventually knew that I would have to try to get my medication from elsewhere and after much research I found this site.

 
Welcome @BLADESMAN1889, Sheffield United by any chance? Millwall here! Glad you have stumbled upon us, I am positive you will find what you require here. Have a look over the forum rules if you haven't already, and get reading and researching! This is generally a friendly place, and a great community of member's with a wealth of experience. I am sure you will bring some to this site also!  Welcome again mate! ☺ 

 
Hey PTFC,

Yes Sheff Utd  :rolleyes:  (there's a good reason for my depression  :( )

Thanks for the warm welcome, yes I have been busy reading through not only the rules but also various different threads and trying to read between the lines :-) 

 
BLADESMAN1889 said:
Hey PTFC,

Yes Sheff Utd  :rolleyes:  (there's a good reason for my depression  :( )

Thanks for the warm welcome, yes I have been busy reading through not only the rules but also various different threads and trying to read between the lines :-) 
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That's a great start mate!  Most vendors in the international and email section will have something suitable for your condition. Happy reading!  If you get stuck, just post here and stick an @ before my username to grab my attention. 

 
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