Hi, and my med log

raymond1jp

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Hello everyone,

Thank you all for having a great place to discuss on things which have a strong stigma to it, as well as heavy regulatory restrictions.

As I intended to take at least a few different medications (and I still am very much a noob), I felt I needed a log to record impacts of dosages and interactions between different meds on my mood, performance/productivity, and bio markers once I have access to them.

Have spent the entire day reading various sub sections and threads, I have a lot to learn and may ask dumb qs from time to time, but take it easy on me plz😉

 
Welcome raymond1jp!

Keeping records is smart, and everyone should be doing so to some degree.  My .02

If you cant find an answer from a simple search (and rules and community guidelines are respected) then dont be shy.  Lots of good folks here, thanks to the staff ;)

 
Thank you Scottydoesntknow, very much excited to tap into the experience and knowledge of the members here!

Yesterday bought a bunch of meds, and from today will write a simple log. Intention was to add a med one by one, to have a better idea of how each med will impact me and interactions with other meds. Unfortunate didn't go as planned from day one due to what's written later; will also write what supplements i took, cuz log.

2/20

moda (been a staple, haven't experienced any side effects so not concerned atm)-200mg

escitalopram (decided to take ssri for potential improvements in mood/anxiety)-10mg, felt very mild euphoria? brain was alot calmer and anxiety was non present, unfortunately was also quite groggy and possible libido decreased a bit

clomid (decided to take this because i felt typical symptoms associated with high estrogen)-25mg, groggyness left and body temperature mildly rose. feel like overall energy and mood has uplifted quite a bit, the only downside is a slight tick in nervousness. 

I will still experiment with escitalopram at lower dosage for the next few days, while simultaneously looking for other options for mood enhancement. (beta blockers, lithium etc)

clomid, i think i will take same dosage every other day until i see a strong negative side effect. 

 
damn, already skipped one day

2/21

-decided to ditch ssri, just felt risk/reward wasn't the best for me (mild mood enhancer vs long term impact on libido and erectile function)

-felt great with clomid so upped the dosage to 50mg/day

moda-200mg

clomid-50mg

supps-creatine (5g)

2/22

same meds and dosage, bought finasteride and multi vitamins so will add them starting tomorrow, also considering adding arimidex since clomid seems to be super beneficial to me

 
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