Hi from northeast.

Tmjd

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Hello all.  I've been lurking on the forum for a while, but became a sponsor a few days ago. It took me that long to figure out BC. I feel/am old, my 2 and 5yos are proficient with their tablets, I'm a secular homeschooler and I've started using terms like "young people". I'm 32, I have a BA in linguistics from UF (Go Gators!) and an MBA from UMD .

I'm the perpetual underachiever in my family who's been cursed with anxiety/depression, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, bulging discs, and labral tears thanks to a fall from the 3rd step in Nov.. I was in pain management for 5 years, but my husband's new job while making 135k+, the new insurance doesn't cover my old doctors. I really dislike BCBS now, even though I've had them most of my life.

I went from being on f3nt patches and oxee for breakthrough, to nothing. I'm on kpin, Lyrica, cymbalta, and Ambi3n from my psychiatrist. She was collaborating with my pain mgmt before everything went to hell. i have an a c separation,  and PF was giving me hydros, but they said they can't give 80 in one month,  my ortho should have prescribed, but he told me to get from my pcp who will only give Tylenol 3, because I cant have tramadol due to seizures.

Currently, i hate everyone. I cancelled my surgery and just dont want to deal with anyone. My godfather/ uncle,  dog. and grandmother have died within 6 months. I am in a dangerous place, but my psych can only tell me to get a therapist. My husband's fsa pays for online therapy, but I still dislike them. So that's who I am and my situation. 

 
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  1. D @ drdrizzy13: I started going slightly grey in high school
  2. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: I'm 35 with a full head of hair so very grateful. I take that shit serious haha.
  3. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: Enclopmiphene raised me to 800s and I did gailn more muscle but nothing compared to 150mg.T. I don't have male pattern baldness as neither of my older brothers are, and our mom's dad had a full head of hair which is where the gene comes from. I just found the minimal effective dose that also gave me the look I like and I've had no estrogen issues or acne. But there's always aromasin and accutane
  4. N @ neurowoot: Layne_Cobain, slightly cheaper option, has an okay success rate... HCG and Kisspeptin, alternating days (mostly). Brought me from 319 to 540. Not the worst. HCG specifically helps with balls volume haha
  5. L @ Layne_Cobain: I’ve always had severe anxiety also but I think the chronically low t (125 total) for 5 plus years now is making it worse…did trt help you with anxiety or depression if you had any of that?
  6. L @ Layne_Cobain: @tiquanunderwood did the enclomiphene not do much for yah? Yeah it’s not so much being on it for life as the side effects-shrinking nuts, hair loss, infertility exc
  7. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: But if you're afraid of inj3cting or being on it for life, once I started it I was more than cool with being on it forever. I feel so much fucking better.
  8. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: I used enclomiphene for a few months, then hopped on TRT a few years ago at 32. 0p1ates destroyed my endocrine system, even while off them for over a year my T levels were about 150 ng/dl. TRT best decision I ever made, and $200 covers the whole year for me. Excluding bloodwork of course.
  9. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: Think you've had enough :) Happy almost Friday everyone!
  10. MrFuszy @ MrFuszy: Grab some dope*
  11. MrFuszy @ MrFuszy: Dude when did my life change From going down the steet to grab some sbkrz to scoring from Switzerland, Poland, Austria, Spain, EU -_-
  12. MrFuszy @ MrFuszy: Load*
  13. MrFuszy @ MrFuszy: Someone loae me w bowl of GO
  14. MrFuszy @ MrFuszy: Hey wait not with ou4 me
  15. L @ Layne_Cobain: @TheNinez thanks bro I think I’m gonna give it a go even tho it’s quite expensive but if it can make me feel much better it’s worth it
  16. CalFresh @ CalFresh: @moat I considered it but the recommended doses sound huge for IM. Doesn't it hurt like a MF to inject so muich? I remember getting a PCN shot at the local planned parenthood long long ago and even that little amoutn had me sore for a couple days
  17. proton369 @ proton369: 💎💎💎💎💎💎💎💎
  18. T @ TheNinez: @Layne_Cobain would reccomend enclomiphene, trt made me feel soooo much better
  19. MorfineOrfan @ MorfineOrfan: @AlHoffman69 yo man , haven't seen you much lately. Hope you're doing decent at least. Miss seeing your positivity tbh
  20. L @ Layne_Cobain: Got low T from methadone but not trying to have my balls disappear from TRT lol
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