Hi from northeast.

Tmjd

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Hello all.  I've been lurking on the forum for a while, but became a sponsor a few days ago. It took me that long to figure out BC. I feel/am old, my 2 and 5yos are proficient with their tablets, I'm a secular homeschooler and I've started using terms like "young people". I'm 32, I have a BA in linguistics from UF (Go Gators!) and an MBA from UMD .

I'm the perpetual underachiever in my family who's been cursed with anxiety/depression, fibromyalgia, osteoarthritis, bulging discs, and labral tears thanks to a fall from the 3rd step in Nov.. I was in pain management for 5 years, but my husband's new job while making 135k+, the new insurance doesn't cover my old doctors. I really dislike BCBS now, even though I've had them most of my life.

I went from being on f3nt patches and oxee for breakthrough, to nothing. I'm on kpin, Lyrica, cymbalta, and Ambi3n from my psychiatrist. She was collaborating with my pain mgmt before everything went to hell. i have an a c separation,  and PF was giving me hydros, but they said they can't give 80 in one month,  my ortho should have prescribed, but he told me to get from my pcp who will only give Tylenol 3, because I cant have tramadol due to seizures.

Currently, i hate everyone. I cancelled my surgery and just dont want to deal with anyone. My godfather/ uncle,  dog. and grandmother have died within 6 months. I am in a dangerous place, but my psych can only tell me to get a therapist. My husband's fsa pays for online therapy, but I still dislike them. So that's who I am and my situation. 

 
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  13. A @ AnnaSofia: @carterzeus Ronald is fairly new here so maybe he didn’t know what the SB is for. Looks like you’re new to the board, so welcome aboard. Anyway, yes we have an understanding that SB is just for basic BS and light convo. But sometimes people get in desperate situations and want to get advice asap. But it’s all good now. It’s more for safety to not air out certain things on the front page. Anyway hope everyone has a good day,
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  15. Sakshi @ Sakshi: happy wednesday? almost happy payday and a weekend on top of it. you know where i'll be ^_-
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  17. carterzeus @ carterzeus: Since when did people start airing grievances on SB? I miss the positivity here. Been seeing a lot of people flipping out. Is it a full moon or something?
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