Hi, my name is Casey

[kce]

Hi,

My name is Casey I am 26. I have had chronic migraines since 12, first one when i was 5 then again at 8. I lost insurance in july

I currently owe 12,000 dollars to local ER because I had to go in order to not blow my brains out.

I am not suicidial, I am just tired of suffering. If i didnt care about my parents I would've already committed. I suffer constantly, and have never gotten really good answers as to why I get them, I have self harmed to distract myself from the pain. I have stun gunned myself to knock myself out, I have breathed into a plastic back until I passed out.

I really want to be euthanized. I've tried elemation diets, eating clean, even in hospital I had feeding tube 2 weeks ago I had a stroke, just a mini one. When I get a migraine my bloodpressure goes thru roof even if I take bloodpressure medicines. My BP runs normal but with migraine its 250/210. I am currently in a living hell, thanks for reading,

 

[2earls]

Hello Casey,

I'm really sorry to hear about the troubles you have been through, it sounds truly terrible. I'm glad you have joined us and at least have an outlet to talk about it. I know we have other migraine sufferers here.

Hopefully there is still an answer out there that you just haven't found yet.

Sincerely

2earls

 

[kce]

Thank you so much.

 

[PTFC]

I concur with 2earls, please utilise the forum for your needs and I hope it can be of help to you, it sounds like a living hell. People are here for you though, don't be afraid to reach out if you need to. 

 

[Way2old4this]

Kce, 

I am glad you've found us and perhaps somewhere in the vast amount of information on this site, you can find a solution or, at minimum, people who have similar issues and can share their experiences.

I am deeply saddened by all of your suffering and will send positive vibes your way and I also have a pretty good ear if you just wanna talk. I've recently read some articles in the news about migraines and will try and track them down if they are relevant to your case.

Way2old4this