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catnsdogz

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Catnsdogz, its suppose to be a pun off the old T.V. show cat dog, but a bad pun nonetheless.

I really love this community, the people are so nice (even you mr. DEA) it's hard being an addict but I'm glad I'm not on the street and likely never will be. I have gotten sober twice and both times my anxiety pushed me back into using.

This year I started suboxone which was the most unfortunate timing because I was diagnosed with spinal problems and M.S. at 25 y.o. I finally could get me some real pharmacy oxy but I'm stuck to lyrica and suboxone and steroids for now. 

The goal is to get a definitive result about the M.S. because they have to confirm with some tests. And I have a pinched nerve in my neck and fractured spine. So it's no wonder opiates are my DOC even though they dont get me high they just let me stay alive.

I recently started Cranial Electrical stimulation and holy cow that's amazing, for pain, sleep anxiety kinda, and depression. I cant wait for a few more weeks this was amazing and beats going to ECT. 

I hope I dont have M.S. but if I do at least I'll have muscle relaxers, lyrica and pain killers my entire life (oh how I wish that were true)

I'm actually moving to Columbia and buying a big horse farm to grow opium for morphine (not heroin-seriously) plus I can get married to a beautiful columbia and have a girlfriend or three.well that me in a nutshell I like xanax, oxy; really want to try dilaudid again but pill this time! I'm honestly moving away from my drug days but this place is great!

 
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  1. Acidwizard @ Acidwizard: I'm in Maine and Vermont frequently for my job. Seen most parts of VT and the whole Maine coast as well as some inland
  2. Acidwizard @ Acidwizard: @Jp420 Vermont is a lovely State and Maine has it's highs and lows.
  3. jillybeans @ jillybeans: Yea super excited don’t get out much
  4. jillybeans @ jillybeans: But* heard we’re doing a girls day as well so that will be fun haven’t had one of those in a long time
  5. Jp420 @ Jp420: Maine or Vermont are the two spots i would leave NY for. Beautiful states!
  6. jillybeans @ jillybeans: Thank you going to my boyfriends cousins house not sure what we are actually doing up there bute
  7. valentinesday @ valentinesday: @jillybeans yoooo i live near maine have fun i love going there
  8. jillybeans @ jillybeans: Sounds like like a great business trip I’m going to Maine this weekend super excited! I remember your post about b.diziapam…still thank you for that knowledge :)
  9. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: HAPPY ALMOST FRIDAY! Business trip to the south next week. Should be cool to get out of the office!
  10. Jp420 @ Jp420: I'm not one for conspiracy and I hate politics but search up what's going on with the post office. It's just getting worse.
  11. jillybeans @ jillybeans: @AnnaSofia thank you for the kind advice!
  12. valentinesday @ valentinesday: UŚPȘ IS FUCKING KILLING ME. been waiting 3 weeks for this pack, and it's been at the PO 2 hours away since tuesday. hasn't moved. said to come today, got moved to tomorrow, but it MIGHT be here saturday instead. i'm really sick of having long work days and it still being delayed endlessly and waiting nonstop. GOD
  13. Sakshi @ Sakshi: gatta dono pretty sure, donno if 500+ post bernefits exist for that. unsure
  14. murkeycatfish @ murkeycatfish: Only membors can chat in shoutbox correct?
  15. A @ AnnaSofia: Just any type of casual convo @jillybeans :) anything else (magazines, v€ndz, self/advertising, mag problems) belongs in the appropriate forum threads.
  16. jillybeans @ jillybeans: How is everyone Thursday? Sorry I’m new to the chat anyone wanna give me advice on what we typically talk about? Much thanks
  17. jillybeans @ jillybeans: @REALbenzodiac would love a chance at a give away. You were my last ordered placed and thought the mission stand by is great! Even if I don’t win its a great way to give back!
  18. H @ highlysuzpect: I want a give away @REALbenzodiac ,
  19. BeeKeeper @ BeeKeeper: No storyline today
  20. K @ kpax4life: Sounds cool to me man! Im new btw
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