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catnsdogz

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Catnsdogz, its suppose to be a pun off the old T.V. show cat dog, but a bad pun nonetheless.

I really love this community, the people are so nice (even you mr. DEA) it's hard being an addict but I'm glad I'm not on the street and likely never will be. I have gotten sober twice and both times my anxiety pushed me back into using.

This year I started suboxone which was the most unfortunate timing because I was diagnosed with spinal problems and M.S. at 25 y.o. I finally could get me some real pharmacy oxy but I'm stuck to lyrica and suboxone and steroids for now. 

The goal is to get a definitive result about the M.S. because they have to confirm with some tests. And I have a pinched nerve in my neck and fractured spine. So it's no wonder opiates are my DOC even though they dont get me high they just let me stay alive.

I recently started Cranial Electrical stimulation and holy cow that's amazing, for pain, sleep anxiety kinda, and depression. I cant wait for a few more weeks this was amazing and beats going to ECT. 

I hope I dont have M.S. but if I do at least I'll have muscle relaxers, lyrica and pain killers my entire life (oh how I wish that were true)

I'm actually moving to Columbia and buying a big horse farm to grow opium for morphine (not heroin-seriously) plus I can get married to a beautiful columbia and have a girlfriend or three.well that me in a nutshell I like xanax, oxy; really want to try dilaudid again but pill this time! I'm honestly moving away from my drug days but this place is great!

 
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