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catnsdogz

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Catnsdogz, its suppose to be a pun off the old T.V. show cat dog, but a bad pun nonetheless.

I really love this community, the people are so nice (even you mr. DEA) it's hard being an addict but I'm glad I'm not on the street and likely never will be. I have gotten sober twice and both times my anxiety pushed me back into using.

This year I started suboxone which was the most unfortunate timing because I was diagnosed with spinal problems and M.S. at 25 y.o. I finally could get me some real pharmacy oxy but I'm stuck to lyrica and suboxone and steroids for now. 

The goal is to get a definitive result about the M.S. because they have to confirm with some tests. And I have a pinched nerve in my neck and fractured spine. So it's no wonder opiates are my DOC even though they dont get me high they just let me stay alive.

I recently started Cranial Electrical stimulation and holy cow that's amazing, for pain, sleep anxiety kinda, and depression. I cant wait for a few more weeks this was amazing and beats going to ECT. 

I hope I dont have M.S. but if I do at least I'll have muscle relaxers, lyrica and pain killers my entire life (oh how I wish that were true)

I'm actually moving to Columbia and buying a big horse farm to grow opium for morphine (not heroin-seriously) plus I can get married to a beautiful columbia and have a girlfriend or three.well that me in a nutshell I like xanax, oxy; really want to try dilaudid again but pill this time! I'm honestly moving away from my drug days but this place is great!

 
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  1. Bodix @ Bodix: @Realbenzeyes, I knew a chick that would pop half a bar and rob you but off them like you wouldn’t take a stick of gum it’s because benzos especially strong doses take away the part of your brain that thinks of the consequences
  2. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: No clue why but kpins make me steal and get shitty everytime. This is coming from a guy who wouldn’t steal a candy bar from the store. I’m way too scared to steal from stores but those fkers get me everytime. (Usually a drink, food etc) nothing major. Just dumb shit
  3. Bodix @ Bodix: @army13$ I bought 10 grams of clam in 21 and did the most stupid shit over than time I was taking atleast 5mg at a time and I remember barely remember most of it I fail in the show and broke my ribs, fell asleep nightly in my food so I started mixing it with 4c and that was not a smart move I wanted to fight everyone
  4. Bodix @ Bodix: The tv benzos are so much weaker and safer than my on and off again relapses of rcs from 21-23 years ago I would of already by now either got fired or arrested and total amnesia that doesn’t exist anymore which is probably a good thing
  5. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: who knows, maybe some chemical companies will open back up down the road, be patient.
  6. L @ Layne_Cobain: Will SR be back eventually or y’all think it’s dead and gone. I truly hope not. Kicking myself hard for not getting some before it disappeared taking it’s availability for granted 🤦
  7. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: XMR bros be chillin
  8. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Odysseus!!!!!
  9. Dr-Octagon @ Dr-Octagon: Whats krakkin
  10. proton369 @ proton369: 👋
  11. M @ meepmoopmeep: watched it live and the french pair made obvious mistakes that the judges chose to ignore
  12. M @ meepmoopmeep: Madison Chock and Evan Bates got cheated out of the pair figure skating dance gold medal
  13. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: US hockey baby!!!!
  14. S @ sawganaut: Yo eileen gu is a foxxx
  15. L @ Layne_Cobain: Let’s go US men’s hockey team first game today at 3 for any hockey fans lol
  16. L @ Layne_Cobain: @Thoth if you a down mothafuckah put in work hehe
  17. D @ drdrizzy13: It's stiill "around" but it's pretty hard to find.
  18. A @ army13$: Is it possible to get clam at all these days? Haven’t had it in 5 years
  19. E @ everythgburns: whoops. i didn't realize i clicked off to the other open window lol
  20. E @ everythgburns: effexor
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