I just wanna vent!!!

4kap

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Some of us rely on meds, some of us live in states where you have to be on your fucking death bed to even get a Tylenol3 so for Gods sake, be honest damnit! I’m losing my children slowly because I can’t get help for my pain despite numerous ultrasounds, xrays etc. just be fucking honest. My children are my life and I want to be with them as much as humanly possible!!!

 
@4kap Im sending you nothing but the most loving and optimiztic engergy because Im sure you can use it  right now. Going through things like this can do so much damage to your fagile brain and just plain old tramatizing and stressfull. Have you been to neurologist? Ive delt with pain along side PTSD  for about 10 years now. DO NOT underestimate pain and how it can efffect your life. I call it  the ghoast ,its so hard to pipoint and conrol but once you get the right docs then it can become maganageable.
Im praying for you and your beautiful children. ❤️
 

 
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