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Derekd

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Just thought I would say hello. I'm new and currently live in New Hampshire. I just found this site by luck and upon looking around, I found what I was looking for. (Wink Wink). This is great and I would like to thank the creators, admin and mods ect. Thanks for what you do, this was EXACTLY what I was looking for. Hope too be around for a while, I got lots of time since I had my chest opened up this fall and can't do shit. Not to mention the back surgery I had a few years ago the injuries are piling up and I need support. God knows the 4 doctors I have are no damn good for anything. So Hello and Thank You Very Much. Thanks for being so cryptic, its entertaining. If I could possibly help anyone with anything, just ask me I would be happy to do anything I can for a community I believe in. Holla!!

 
Thanks man! nice to be here, just stumbled across it. had some trouble with the mail in the past so continued research brought me here but I really like looking through the forums and whatnot. couldn't be more pleased. Holla, Il be around.

 
Welcome and thank you for the compliments. Our members come up with some great "code names" don't they?

 
Yup. first I didn't get it til I spent some time "looking around". It's like a fun little puzzle. i'm kinda addicted to reading about like minded people and how they get down.

 
Keep it up @Derekd,you'll be flying in no time mate. Lots to take in, but a myriad of interesting topics over and above the vendor threads too. 

 
Ya mon. Everybody I been in contact with has been nice and helpful. Off to PT. Good Times!

 
YEA I AGREE THERE IS WAY MORE TOPICS THAN VENDERS... LOTS OF GREAT INFO. YOU WILL DO GREAT AS LONG AS YOU PATIANT.

 
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  1. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: @Royboy99 You’re not yet lost. Cut them losses and do what you don’t want to do. Take the boring, shameful, nerve racking way out. It’s the only road back to balance. When you’re ready, you’ll do it. Hit me up if you want support quitting. This ain’t worth your life!
  2. R @ Royboy99: Grateful that this site exists and realizing that trying to save a few bucks today may cost me so much more in the future …
  3. R @ Royboy99: The hardest hit was losing my girl , and I still feel the tremendous heartache everyday, over a year later … knowing that I caused it all. She gave me 4 chances and I let her down everytime … I use Diaz and kpins going on year now for my panic attacks, ptsd and anxiety. With no issues and see a therapist weekly
  4. R @ Royboy99: Destroyed bonds that took me 10+ years to form , over 160k in medical billing… all in result of 6 months of RC use. Now I’m forever labeled a out of control addict that needs to be monitored… lost my girl too in result :(
  5. R @ Royboy99: Gravely underestimating the psychological impacts , I destroyed my reputation, relationships and spent a year in and out of detox and rehab
  6. R @ Royboy99: ..
  7. R @ Royboy99: Jesus fent in a addy press? So basically attempted murder? Fuck is wrong with people
  8. O @ ondyismiolip: Has anyone ever got Fent in an adderall press?
  9. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: That’s funny people are mentioning the klepomanazepam phenomenon. I was actually briefly in some sort of patient data study on this, but was not recruited as I don’t experience amnesia or episodic antisocial, impulsive-behavioral disordered tendencies and out of character crime sprees. They just dent the tremendous suffering that’s underscored my life and I had a few years of true reprieve before tolerance began to return the old way of “it’s always a catastrophe” with “plus, benzo habit” lol!
  10. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @Bodix lol glad it isn’t just me. And yes I did unfortunately drive backwards down the front of the airport (one way). Thank the security guard looked past my error and my droopy face and kindly asked me to turn around. Lmao easily could’ve ended up in jail
  11. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Freedom!!!!
  12. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Happy Presidents day!!!!
  13. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: Hope everyone had/or is still enjoying their weekend! happy presidents day
  14. L @ Layne_Cobain: Like the old joke “I’m allergic to benzos every time I take em I break out in handcuffs” heh heh
  15. Bodix @ Bodix: @Realbenzeyes, I knew a chick that would pop half a bar and rob you but off them like you wouldn’t take a stick of gum it’s because benzos especially strong doses take away the part of your brain that thinks of the consequences
  16. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: No clue why but kpins make me steal and get shitty everytime. This is coming from a guy who wouldn’t steal a candy bar from the store. I’m way too scared to steal from stores but those fkers get me everytime. (Usually a drink, food etc) nothing major. Just dumb shit
  17. Bodix @ Bodix: @army13$ I bought 10 grams of clam in 21 and did the most stupid shit over than time I was taking atleast 5mg at a time and I remember barely remember most of it I fail in the show and broke my ribs, fell asleep nightly in my food so I started mixing it with 4c and that was not a smart move I wanted to fight everyone
  18. Bodix @ Bodix: The tv benzos are so much weaker and safer than my on and off again relapses of rcs from 21-23 years ago I would of already by now either got fired or arrested and total amnesia that doesn’t exist anymore which is probably a good thing
  19. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: who knows, maybe some chemical companies will open back up down the road, be patient.
  20. L @ Layne_Cobain: Will SR be back eventually or y’all think it’s dead and gone. I truly hope not. Kicking myself hard for not getting some before it disappeared taking it’s availability for granted 🤦
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