Let me email pls+general wishful thinking

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Today about 1435hrs I was awoken from my morning nod off my methadone, diazepam, and gabapentin script,   This whacked out my routine so I  got to thinking about my orders from ppe & starl...,then as i'm waiting my mind turned to the fact that I needed to quench my boredom so online i go ...I start looking ar research chems but know not of a safe vendor that deals nwith the u.k, my agitation grew I checked on my orders pictures but alas no good,just self torture drug porn blazed across my screen."What 2 do?"

F*CK IT

MY MONKEY thumped his kong like chest and sent me out the door, scoring on my mind; and so i did...piff what a waste of £35 quid.  IT was the first time i've used in 7 weeks (whites & darks),so i feel shamefilled.

A  Sh%t f&*king IDIOT, I berated myself. All that time down the drain.

CURSES UPON CURSE'S. NO ONE BEATS ME UP, LIKE ME.

I wish I knew why  I can't email gung or zones as they seam to be the crew that has quality & a fast turnaround, and if this post helps me get tothe required amount of activity to enable my ability to email,whippee! These guys ppe//and starl, are taking time and i want the soothing bliss of valery  in all her guises.                                                    Were it only that Mathieu Walter  still operating  that was tyhe golden days of blueberry overload .

So can I get a sponsor  can I speed up my ability to email folk? I need help with the steps ...step 1 *I  ADMIT I'M POWERLESS OVER BENZO'S \STEP2* I believe in the bromptons cocktail\ STEP 3\ I am willing to  experiment with analogues and derivitives ,etc of benzo's  & opioids .STEP4\ Create a searching fearless, moral blasting ,gabba receptor  detaching , dopermine,serotonine,noradrenaline, enhancing bountiful recipe that leaves one flabbergastedly feeling ANXIETY and PAINFREE with a hint of  enthusiasm  and gibbing ,rushed  sense of omnipresent guilt for feeling so "alls well in my world".\ STEP 5*Spread  the love  at no cost .Let folk  know how to achieve step 4 after  and between redosing step 4's delights.

STEP 6: GET A SPONSOR

STEP7: ABOLISH CLIQUES

STEP 8: See DR  and get my valium script upped and tell him i'm sorry i'm a burden to the NHS.

STEP 9: Make ammends to NHS and my self and the  U.K drug laws

STEP 10 : AGAIN see step 4

STEPP 11: CAST horrid and garish truths about the hell of anxiety mistreatment in the U.K

STEP 12:  Just say NO,to the DR who at age 18 put me on valium.

 
Misjah said:
Today about 1435hrs I was awoken from my morning nod off my methadone, diazepam, and gabapentin script,   This whacked out my routine so I  got to thinking about my orders from ppe & starl...,then as i'm waiting my mind turned to the fact that I needed to quench my boredom so online i go ...I start looking ar research chems but know not of a safe vendor that deals nwith the u.k, my agitation grew I checked on my orders pictures but alas no good,just self torture drug porn blazed across my screen."What 2 do?"

F*CK IT

MY MONKEY thumped his kong like chest and sent me out the door, scoring on my mind; and so i did...piff what a waste of £35 quid.  IT was the first time i've used in 7 weeks (whites & darks),so i feel shamefilled.

A  Sh%t f&*king IDIOT, I berated myself. All that time down the drain.

CURSES UPON CURSE'S. NO ONE BEATS ME UP, LIKE ME.

I wish I knew why  I can't email gung or zones as they seam to be the crew that has quality & a fast turnaround, and if this post helps me get tothe required amount of activity to enable my ability to email,whippee! These guys ppe//and starl, are taking time and i want the soothing bliss of valery  in all her guises.                                                    Were it only that Mathieu Walter  still operating  that was tyhe golden days of blueberry overload .

So can I get a sponsor  can I speed up my ability to email folk? I need help with the steps ...step 1 *I  ADMIT I'M POWERLESS OVER BENZO'S \STEP2* I believe in the bromptons cocktail\ STEP 3\ I am willing to  experiment with analogues and derivitives ,etc of benzo's  & opioids .STEP4\ Create a searching fearless, moral blasting ,gabba receptor  detaching , dopermine,serotonine,noradrenaline, enhancing bountiful recipe that leaves one flabbergastedly feeling ANXIETY and PAINFREE with a hint of  enthusiasm  and gibbing ,rushed  sense of omnipresent guilt for feeling so "alls well in my world".\ STEP 5*Spread  the love  at no cost .Let folk  know how to achieve step 4 after  and between redosing step 4's delights.

STEP 6: GET A SPONSOR

STEP7: ABOLISH CLIQUES

STEP 8: See DR  and get my valium script upped and tell him i'm sorry i'm a burden to the NHS.

STEP 9: Make ammends to NHS and my self and the  U.K drug laws

STEP 10 : AGAIN see step 4

STEPP 11: CAST horrid and garish truths about the hell of anxiety mistreatment in the U.K

STEP 12:  Just say NO,to the DR who at age 18 put me on valium.
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You contact the vendors by their contact details in the first post of the thread. I suggest you explore the forum and familiarise yourself with it, you'll get used to things, there's a nice pinned threadin the intro section, right at the top that could be of assistance. 

 
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