Little help

[Beanz]

I know I, know donating to The forum is the best way to find the vendors but I'm just in a very bad financial spot right now. Little backstory I have to read a small amount of Benz-0 material everyday in the morning like vitamin and in the evening so I don't have seizures. I'm pretty well stocked up. I don't abuse them anymore, I was using the clobro and honestly people talk a lot of trash about it but with its long half life and cheap price, for me cost efficient, and I was taking like .2 mg to achieve what I needed. But it seems to be gone. In fact my two main places are are no gos looks like one of them as of today the planet with the rings is no more. My other buddy I've been going to for years I was planning the place an order with him just now for some Nip0x and I just realized that everything that I wanted to subscribe to, he's out of stock on when I click the order it. Other than that I've been out of the game for a while I stocked up years ago I'm still pretty well stocked up l. When I come into a little bit of money I always buy some more. Right in the back of my mind everyday dread the day where i'm not going to be able to find any and run out and end up in a coma again. I suppose that's mostly my own fault but it is what it is. I was looking to find some mags whether it's br0m0NorDiaz, or Nif0x, more Clobro, I I'd even give the new Flu O Praz, or Ethyl Br0m. That really seems to be what I can see listed here recently. No presses I'm looking for loose material. If anybody might be able to point me in the right direction I would really appreciate it and once I get around I am going to donate. Anyways thanks in advance.