ShamanKitty
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Is this available anywhere?
Is this available anywhere?
Remember ... 15 bucks a gram? Mixed well with everything. Completely agree. The only reason I'm not still doing it -- divine intervention. Seriously best substance I've ever experienced in my LIFE.Yeah, it's nowhere. And good riddance anyway. Stuff made me seriously lose my marbles for a while :wacko:
Mmm....the good white from the EU. I went thru so many g's of that and it was great for a while, but once you start seeing wormholes open up before you and keep slipping into parallel worlds and such with great dysphoria and being unable to tell 'real' from not then it's straight-jacket time, baby :blink: :lol:Remember ... 15 bucks a gram? Mixed well with everything. Completely agree. The only reason I'm not still doing it -- divine intervention. Seriously best substance I've ever experienced in my LIFE.
Oh, absolutely! Honestly, with the exception of a lot of fun and pain with 3-ho-pcp ... I don't miss questioning baseline reality or the nature of existence to the point of being terrified. It takes a looong time to fully return too. But, seriously, if MXE or something even close came back --- and so far I've found NOTHING even remotely close, I'd have a tough time resisting that. It'd be like that crazy girlfriend that was great for sex, but you're so glad she's gone. I tried dmxe ... it's dogshit compared to mxe. Sometimes I wonder if it's not the drug, but our brains change so you just don't get the magic anymore from dissso. Even toward the end of mxe usage, I was always trying to catch magic from the 'last' batch ... complaining that the new ones weren't as great. Oh well, such is life.Mmm....the good white from the EU. I went thru so many g's of that and it was great for a while, but once you start seeing wormholes open up before you and keep slipping into parallel worlds and such with great dysphoria and being unable to tell 'real' from not then it's straight-jacket time, baby :blink: :lol:
Yuh, I wouldn't mind having a taste now and again but my awareness is so crammed with so many different and far away experiences from it that I'll never comprehend most of it already. Toward the end the dosage distance between feeling almost nothing and being tossed deep into alien worlds in a twilight blackout state became extremely thin, kind of like the reverse tolerance of salvinorin-a.But, seriously, if MXE or something even close came back --- and so far I've found NOTHING even remotely close, I'd have a tough time resisting that. It'd be like that crazy girlfriend that was great for sex, but you're so glad she's gone. Even toward the end of mxe usage, I was always trying to catch magic from the 'last' batch ... complaining that the new ones weren't as great. Oh well, such is life.