Need A Kratom Ninja Expert

[benadryl]

When it comes to me I can tell you ANYTHING in the world in regards to Benzos, however Kratom is 200% foreign to me, keep in mind I know ZERO about Kratom but here I go....

I suffer from Agoraphobia, SEVERE social anxiety. Generalized Anxiety disorder, paranoia and depression. The benzos have finally ran there course so its time for something new.

What im trying to figure out is with my diagnoses listed above what would is the 100% best kind of Kratom for those symptoms? There is so many different kinds and colors its just given me a headache.

If it helps the things that have helped me the most are Lots of benzos, Suboxone, and high doses of Neurontin.

Im looking for something to calm me, make the anxiety go away and boost my mental state of mind.

I have an extremely extremely high tolrance to just about any drug, its almost pathetic if you knew the doses of things I have taken in the past, the abuse of the years until I got clean was so bad that literally any new drug I take has to be a high dose or potency for my brain to even recognize it from the past.

All that said and kept in mind whats your thoughts on the best Kratom for me?

thanks again for any contribution.

 

[matt8342]

My friend I believe red is the color you are looking for. If taking it during the work day I would recommend splitting white and red. With your high tolorence your starting point would probably be about 6 grams. I also take benzodiazepines and I will help you in any way I can. Kratom is awesome in so many ways. Just let me know what ya need. There are a lot of people in this forum with tons of knowledge about this stuff as well so I'm sure you will get whatever answers you are seeking 

 

[benadryl]

Im looking for something like a benzo. Benzos cured the paranoia/anxiety and I was able to go outside and socialize and not get all worried. Then after 5 years of abuse and use they have finally wore off. Im just going through and extremely tough time right now. They finally stopped working 2 weeks ago, my doc has me on 12 MGs of Kpins. I have been using extra to try to replicate and cure the disorders that now I am short. I have zero dollars and do not get my disability for ptsd from active duty air force (long story) until the 3rd and im terrified of the wd's as last time I was hospitalized for over a week and sent to the behavorial health unit inpatient and I refuse to go through that again.

I am just a total loss right now.

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[sadminion]

pm catinthehat and explain to her exactly this...she maybe able to help you out  /default_smile.png

 

[benadryl]

"Your account has not yet met the minimum content item count requirement to send personal messages. You are required to have at least 20 content items count before using this functionality."

double fml

just posting to hit 20, im sure its understandable why.

triple fml it combines posts.

someone post so I can go from 19 to 20 so I can do as Minion requested.

sigh

 

[wait4it]

Hope you find the answer, friend ...

 

[benadryl]

Thank you dearly.

 

[matt8342]

Most places have programs that are free to seek counseling so you can get a script for your benxos because they are so dangerous t ok cime off of. Here in Georgia it is the crisis hotline and I am almost positive it is federal so it will be where you are at as well. Call your doctor and ask them. Please let me know the outcome. Like I said here they will get you in immediately and get you your meds for free. As well I would be contacting the kratom vendors on here and asking for samples so you can see which one is best for you. This really should work my friend 

 

[benadryl]

Most places have programs that are free to seek counseling so you can get a script for your benxos because they are so dangerous t ok cime off of. Here in Georgia it is the crisis hotline and I am almost positive it is federal so it will be where you are at as well. Call your doctor and ask them. Please let me know the outcome. Like I said here they will get you in immediately and get you your meds for free. As well I would be contacting the kratom vendors on here and asking for samples so you can see which one is best for you. This really should work my friend 

I live n the RICHEST STATE IN THE WORLD, I have lived in augusta Georgia and I can assure you after 5 years of active duty ptsd social anxiety generalized anxiety and chronic depression tacked on with 6 years of battling addiction, my state could give a flying fuck less if I seize or not (luckily I do not seize) all they want is a piss test so they can get paid and a in-patient behavioral health place to put me in so they can make bank off of my state insurance. trust me I know the drill. I have 2 days rationed left and then its goodbye reality. The E.R will only give me 4 pills. I do not see my doc until OCT 10th, I have a specialist who already told me BHU is my only answer. I have zero dollars as I do not get my active duty USAF diability until the 3rd of OCT so IOP's is out of the question.

I am royally fucked.

I accept full blame and am trying to do the best I can but in this state I can assur you I have been and tried everything. I cant get loans, I have thought and done everything possible.

Like I said to Cat, WD is inevitable.

This thread has taken a turn for the worst and all it is a constant reminder of whats to come.

F-M-L

 

[wait4it]

You are in a tuff situation ... Any wd support grps that can help? ... Sort of emergency dosing to get ya thru ...

 

[benadryl]

nope, everyone here and I mean EVERYONE smokes weed and I cant stand bud so im outcasted in this town and the only support group s a AA group which is a joke because people just go there to find other like themselves o get fucked up with so they dont seem like such a friggin loser.

Im fucked plain and simple, there is no help and false hope will only make the situation worse.

I have done so well that it is slowly slowly coming back to eme of how bad th wd's are going to be and this time is the worst. I am legally prescribed 12 mg of k-pins for MANY serious issues and have been taking them properly for a very long time now so the sudden shut off is going to hit haaaaaaaaaaaaaaard. I know ALL the WD remedies, I have a friggin walmart sized stock of WD stuff but its all useless to me personally.

I just wish I never served this country as this would not be going on and id be back to banging broads and creating new technology for the world.

 

[benadryl]

Holy fuck sauce.

Dan Will from http://norxnecessary.com/

sent me 100 grams of 5 different Kratom strains free of charge OVERNIGHT shipping.

He is a fucking miracle worker, I just took 2 tsps washed down of the red indo and I feel fucking great so far.

This thread will now be dedicated to me going cold turkey off of 12 MGs of the best kpins on the market cold turkey relying on Kratom strains and which will work and cure my disorders best.

15 mins later I am feeling so damn good and not high.

This thread will be filled with info.

THANK YOU DAN

 

[benadryl]

WOW. So here we go.....

I tried 3 Kinds throughout the day with simple mix and wash down method.

2 tsps of each.

Red Vietnam - made me extremely mellow, literally took every worry away and just made me chilled. I panic from weed but if you know the effect you get from being high right before you get spent thats what its like but no tired feeling, however it gave me a slight headache and the shakes but it could be from not eating even though you are supposed to take it best on an empty stomach.

Green Java - this was the least potent even though many people swear by it. it made me slightly more active and social but I just felt "normal" if anything which I cant complain about as normally I would be paranoid.

Premium red indo - Holy fucking shit steaks, this was the best. Ot removed all the aches I had from sleeping awkwardly last night, gave me a nice head buzz. Made me extremely social and chatty. Took every single aspect of paranoia and anxiety away plus my agoraphobia. I went to Walmart and it was like I was the only one there, even fist bumped a random stranger with a matching mohawk as myself and I felt amazing. It was like taking a Oxy with a High dose of Alp without any of the head rush, memory loss, confusion or side effects.

I have two more to try including the highly talked about premium green indo but right now im saying the premium red indo is best for now.

Will report more tomorrow.

 

[wait4it]

Happy 4 U ... Could it replace the other stuff that causes unpleasant reaction during dry times ....

 

[benadryl]

Today none of it worked, luckily I received 50 Tranx from MM and 15 Ksalols from him overnight shipping.

so everything is looking up.

 

[Rayeshia]

Omg need help with Kratom. Spent to much money on stuff that looked like spices I cook with.. seen someone bump it like meth.... in pain and upset don't want to waste money, time, or life looking for a golden goose. Oklahoma is full of meth and pill heads. I don't do that. Don't take rx from doctors. Don't want to be dependent. Weed makes me eat to much. Not for me.. Feeling like Goldie Locks with anger management and depression issues with chronic pain to boot...