Saying hi for the 1st time :)

Nikkomama

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Hey everyone! I have to say this forum is a little gold mine of information! I have severe anxiety and panic disorder and my dr won’t help me with what I need as she’s more worried about potential dependence rather then helping my severe panic attacks and my only being able to sleep an average of 3-4hrs per night due to my panic. I also have Ménière’s disease and the medication that helps my severe vertigo is the same as what helps my panic... 
 

I'm loving everything I’m reading so far and hope to figure out how to donate soon. But I have to say the whole btc thing is very overwhelming for me and I have no idea where to begin. Moneygram I could figure out but the btc?... oh boy... lol... I’ve read some of the info on it but it still seems to go over my head. 
 

I'm in Canada And don’t know if the same advice applies here in regards to btc or not... 

But anyhoo.. I believe Starlite is going to save my life! So hey, hi, hello and hola to all :)

Any advice would be super appreciated. Thanks again!

 
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  1. R @ Royboy99: Jesus fent in a addy press? So basically attempted murder? Fuck is wrong with people
  2. O @ ondyismiolip: Has anyone ever got Fent in an adderall press?
  3. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: That’s funny people are mentioning the klepomanazepam phenomenon. I was actually briefly in some sort of patient data study on this, but was not recruited as I don’t experience amnesia or episodic antisocial, impulsive-behavioral disordered tendencies and out of character crime sprees. They just dent the tremendous suffering that’s underscored my life and I had a few years of true reprieve before tolerance began to return the old way of “it’s always a catastrophe” with “plus, benzo habit” lol!
  4. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @Bodix lol glad it isn’t just me. And yes I did unfortunately drive backwards down the front of the airport (one way). Thank the security guard looked past my error and my droopy face and kindly asked me to turn around. Lmao easily could’ve ended up in jail
  5. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Freedom!!!!
  6. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Happy Presidents day!!!!
  7. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: Hope everyone had/or is still enjoying their weekend! happy presidents day
  8. L @ Layne_Cobain: Like the old joke “I’m allergic to benzos every time I take em I break out in handcuffs” heh heh
  9. Bodix @ Bodix: @Realbenzeyes, I knew a chick that would pop half a bar and rob you but off them like you wouldn’t take a stick of gum it’s because benzos especially strong doses take away the part of your brain that thinks of the consequences
  10. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: No clue why but kpins make me steal and get shitty everytime. This is coming from a guy who wouldn’t steal a candy bar from the store. I’m way too scared to steal from stores but those fkers get me everytime. (Usually a drink, food etc) nothing major. Just dumb shit
  11. Bodix @ Bodix: @army13$ I bought 10 grams of clam in 21 and did the most stupid shit over than time I was taking atleast 5mg at a time and I remember barely remember most of it I fail in the show and broke my ribs, fell asleep nightly in my food so I started mixing it with 4c and that was not a smart move I wanted to fight everyone
  12. Bodix @ Bodix: The tv benzos are so much weaker and safer than my on and off again relapses of rcs from 21-23 years ago I would of already by now either got fired or arrested and total amnesia that doesn’t exist anymore which is probably a good thing
  13. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: who knows, maybe some chemical companies will open back up down the road, be patient.
  14. L @ Layne_Cobain: Will SR be back eventually or y’all think it’s dead and gone. I truly hope not. Kicking myself hard for not getting some before it disappeared taking it’s availability for granted 🤦
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