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Hi,
I am @tellme.
This is a stupid first semtence for an introduction, but I suffer from an extremely rare combination of brain disorders. I cannot find joy in anything, I am not afraid of dying, I wouldn't mind taking my last breath any second, because I feel like am surrounded by way too simple souls who never reflect their behavior, never question inequality or the government spying on us and who, worst of all hide their thoughts behind empty phrases that I consider the opposite of being friendly. It's just not honest. 70% percent of people with that diagnosis commit suicide.
I used to make money with providing IT-solutions of which several IT-agencies said were impossible to implement. I taught myself a scripting language and spent hours with planning, with possible reality hack, with possible problems and then I provided the solution.
I my last job, I managed a website upgrade, did organization, research and quality management. But the people I worked with were mentally challenged to say the least, and no sense for UI design or logic thinking. That was so unpleasant for me that I almost died. In a clinic I was treated with extremely and doctors told me if I keep on taking this, I will be save. In fact, since the side effects have disappeared I feel better than ever.
Still, I somehow need to fill the void in my life.
Once, I created a blog that was so well investigated, that Google added it to Google news. I was pretty proud then.
Once, I thought that hearing-impaired persons could not enjoy the Comedy on Youtube, I love so much. So I startet transcribing comedy bits and uploaded them.
Once, I thought that a rather special political corruption case was hard to find on YouTube, so I started a channel and covered this incident and reached more than a million views, which is unprecedented in my country. No other YouTube-Channel about politics in my country is even close.
And finally, four months ago, I was browsing this shitty rcvendors forum and I noticed that reliable vendors are being called scammers and hundreds of people would repeat that. That made me so insecure, that I almost didn't dare asking new / unknown vendors for an offer - because my head was full of this scammer-accusations. I still did and was happy with 3 orders so far.
Since there is no unbiased and complete overview or reliable shops, and never has been, to be fair, I think found something in which I would see sense in: Building the world's best RC vendors overview.
I will collect ideas and propose them to @Biskobro as @Admin had suggested.
I wanted to do the same thing on an other forum already, but even though they claimed their forum was a hobby, the Admins there make a living out of promoting sponsoring shops and encouraging users to break the law by ordering scheduled substances from mostly The Real RC. I got banned for mentioning a reliable vendor that did not pay...
I hope I will find open ears hear. If you want to be the creme de la creme, let's try it, I'd say. Does not need to be tomorrow, I have not even collected thoughts about possible ways to maybe re-organize the section by adding e.g. an additional section. Also, I asked for legal advice on that matter, but law was changed in summer, and is extremely badly done. The lawyers who are specialized in this field are already working on answers to my questions for more than a month.
Oh, lest I forget: I love music it's my favorite piece of earth.
One of the greatest 30 minutes of my life were taking too much cocaine and listening to Alphaville's Big in Japan on infinite repeat.I have never ever done drugs since, but a nice memory forever.
I am @tellme.
This is a stupid first semtence for an introduction, but I suffer from an extremely rare combination of brain disorders. I cannot find joy in anything, I am not afraid of dying, I wouldn't mind taking my last breath any second, because I feel like am surrounded by way too simple souls who never reflect their behavior, never question inequality or the government spying on us and who, worst of all hide their thoughts behind empty phrases that I consider the opposite of being friendly. It's just not honest. 70% percent of people with that diagnosis commit suicide.
I used to make money with providing IT-solutions of which several IT-agencies said were impossible to implement. I taught myself a scripting language and spent hours with planning, with possible reality hack, with possible problems and then I provided the solution.
I my last job, I managed a website upgrade, did organization, research and quality management. But the people I worked with were mentally challenged to say the least, and no sense for UI design or logic thinking. That was so unpleasant for me that I almost died. In a clinic I was treated with extremely and doctors told me if I keep on taking this, I will be save. In fact, since the side effects have disappeared I feel better than ever.
Still, I somehow need to fill the void in my life.
Once, I created a blog that was so well investigated, that Google added it to Google news. I was pretty proud then.
Once, I thought that hearing-impaired persons could not enjoy the Comedy on Youtube, I love so much. So I startet transcribing comedy bits and uploaded them.
Once, I thought that a rather special political corruption case was hard to find on YouTube, so I started a channel and covered this incident and reached more than a million views, which is unprecedented in my country. No other YouTube-Channel about politics in my country is even close.
And finally, four months ago, I was browsing this shitty rcvendors forum and I noticed that reliable vendors are being called scammers and hundreds of people would repeat that. That made me so insecure, that I almost didn't dare asking new / unknown vendors for an offer - because my head was full of this scammer-accusations. I still did and was happy with 3 orders so far.
Since there is no unbiased and complete overview or reliable shops, and never has been, to be fair, I think found something in which I would see sense in: Building the world's best RC vendors overview.
I will collect ideas and propose them to @Biskobro as @Admin had suggested.
I wanted to do the same thing on an other forum already, but even though they claimed their forum was a hobby, the Admins there make a living out of promoting sponsoring shops and encouraging users to break the law by ordering scheduled substances from mostly The Real RC. I got banned for mentioning a reliable vendor that did not pay...
I hope I will find open ears hear. If you want to be the creme de la creme, let's try it, I'd say. Does not need to be tomorrow, I have not even collected thoughts about possible ways to maybe re-organize the section by adding e.g. an additional section. Also, I asked for legal advice on that matter, but law was changed in summer, and is extremely badly done. The lawyers who are specialized in this field are already working on answers to my questions for more than a month.
Oh, lest I forget: I love music it's my favorite piece of earth.
One of the greatest 30 minutes of my life were taking too much cocaine and listening to Alphaville's Big in Japan on infinite repeat.I have never ever done drugs since, but a nice memory forever.
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Also, that the suggest section is used for both suggestions and asking if anyone knows a vendor, does not feel intuitive to me. I don't care about being a trusted user (although I am working hard towards 500 non-shit-posts), I would just add content, about vendors that agree to be presented here (some do not want to be mentioned, actually) and I would only introduce shops that I had successful orders with, and if possible will add a photo of a sample received for proof. I of course cannot make orders with any shop available, I hope this would be imitated by some other forum members. We just need to make sure to keep spammers out, it think the 15 USD membership is already working well with that, but you never know.
