Terminated from work / federal shut down/Drug test employement

Best of luck you you. It has become a massive large scale problem along with so many more. Everyone on here is trying to be a good citizen, a productive member. Yes we have highs and lows but life sometime treads on all of us. You stay strong. Carry on, carry on. We can’t wait to see what this years brings to you. I was exactly where you are a year ago, hold onto friends and family but mostly you. Don’t worry about judgment, other people opinions. Be you, you may find your path more exciting . Although right now it seems shit. :)  much love . 

 
It sucks cause I found a Job shortly after being terminated with a major cell phone company, but i bad bad bad accident , I BLACKED OUT DRIVING!!!

I crashed into a Barricade, i was in a Coma for 2 days, car was Totaled/Wrecked back in August 2019.... I am  thankful no one else was injured or killed. I unfortunately am facing DUI/DWI , still not charged but had to get a LAWYER 😕 

I am nearly broke, Savings half way Dead, Credit Card Debt.... AHHHHHHH I been applying since August 2019. I apply and apply, am I over qualified. Why isn't anyone calling me for a interviews

I been very depressed and drinking a 750ml bottle of VODKA or RUM everyday since the recovery of my accident, I been working out but not consistent , just depressed I cannot find work. I was denied unemployment benefits from both Jobs . 

So I had  a mid life crisis in December 2019, I got 12 tattoos in 1 week, I got the Classic 90"s DC Characters and Classic 90's Marvel Characters on both legs,(ALL COLOR) 

Chest - left and right pecs - National Flags of my country (ALL COLOR) 

Ribs- Fighter jet (COLOR)

Upper Back below the neck - Skull (BLACK INK)

i got some gold/sterling silver grills, fangs ,sets whatever ,

USA SCREWED ME OVER IL FIND A WAY TO SCREW THEM...THIS COUNTRY IS GOOD FOR ONE THING!!! CHEATING PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!

I would post them but than i am identifiable 

The system Sucks

Def_Starr

 
Deepnorth said:
Best of luck you you. It has become a massive large scale problem along with so many more. Everyone on here is trying to be a good citizen, a productive member. Yes we have highs and lows but life sometime treads on all of us. You stay strong. Carry on, carry on. We can’t wait to see what this years brings to you. I was exactly where you are a year ago, hold onto friends and family but mostly you. Don’t worry about judgment, other people opinions. Be you, you may find your path more exciting . Although right now it seems shit. :)  much love . 
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@scrtlvrby

it took 7days to w/d at home, first 3days were the worst, i used Alcohol and COLD TURKEY ,and lots of showers, and massive sweating--- constantly changing sweat pants and hoodies. I hope your son makes it. I did this twice in the past 6 months, It worked but than 1 month later i relapsed over little things, The good thing is I am not back in the 6mg -10mg range , Just 2mg of whatever is left of my xanax 

Thank goodness my sister is  RN in the HEART/STROKE UNIT at a Major Hospital, and my Mother a LPN Nurse , so they both monitored me. I lost insurance ,rehab centers want $3000-$5000 a week for a 5-7day bed/detox. I had no choice to do it on my own

BAD PART IS I LIKE VODKA/RUM , i was never a drinker but after the accident and trying to get off the medication to get clean for the COURTS/PROSECUTOR i had no choice to go cold turkey 

State Detox is free but only take people hooked on pain killers 

I HOPE YOUR SON MAKES IT!! ITS FREAKING TOUGH i tried in the past years but 2019 August- December I really took detoxing/cold turkey serious, I Do not recommend it, but that is what detox centers do.... the tapper down method yeah maybe it works for some, but your still addicted and craving,.... when your on xanax for 15yrs.... its deep into your bones, so when you detox you cripple up, suffer the worse pain , you can get up from bed , your bones ache so bad!!!!!!!!! but after the 3rd to 4th day it gets better. The dreams were HORRIFIC!!!!!!!!!  I was up insomniac the first 5  nights after that i started to feel better

 
Cold turkey is the worse sorry to hear good luck for the future 

 
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