I had a bad brain injury and they fucked around wanted to try everything but the Endocrine Society guidelines. I was natty until that year with just a little test 250 and PCom anavar cycle maybe seven years prior. Year before the injury my test was floating in the high 700’s for one and other test panel was low 820s. I was 28, feeling dominant as F*, getting out of school prosecuting a certain Tour de France celeb and my job was digging through his system and I was just about to order a cycle when I got in an accident. Mostly I studied them and wrote about drug trade and designer drugs, steroids, etc. I was planning to be married and now worked out all day. I was in my accident and I ask the ER docs for progesterone and vitamin D, and also EPO for cerebrovascular prevention. These things protect most people if used quickly, days 1-3. They laughed me off. F* em. They put me in a residential treatment facility for 24 hour safety watch while new rehabbed during the dsy. My physique went from fast sbs to just swollen, behavioral issues, all types of loss of any interest and zest for the world. I got low IGF and next to zero FSH and LH, with barely 200 test snd they wouldn’t treat it. Doctors are so afraid of reputation. When i was discharged to outpatient, now about 3 years after the endocrine center at a local hospital - one of the best in the world - felt test was appropriate and didn’t think it was cost effective to use rhGH because the studies were all varied “so let’s try nothing? Great plan. I took his Rx for cookie and saved it up, then I told him I felt suicidal and he couldn’t deny it. switched me to test and life improved. Not cured. But supported. He will order the rhGH because most all my anterior pituitary is done. But I get it cheaper in danish of Turkish shoos online. That made it all 85% better. Best idea I ever had - doctor yourself. .