@PTFC My apologies, I must of missread what you were talking about seeing I was trying to reply to multiple people and must of gotten confused in the middle of it all. My apologies, I'll be more careful with such things in the future. That's exactly what it is, thinking out loud. Thanks for re-wording it seeing I was going to use thinking out loud but I couldn't for the life of me get it off the tip of my tongue so to speak. Thank you again for your post(s), they're always very insightful!
@Biteme Oh no I don't do it in public unless I'm alone in my car to avoid road rage. It's very rare that I'd say anything outside of the house or think out loud to re-phrase it as PTFC has stated. I always wait till I get home to think out loud just to cool off after everything.
It seems to help but I honestly wish there were more good people in this world like you guys and gals on this forum site. It really feels like the majority of people are just rude, maybe it's just in human nature to be the alpha male for the male gender, I'm not fully sure. Regarding rude females, why bother approaching me while minding my own business with hateful things to say-- I don't fully understand what I could possibly do wrong minding my own business, this includes males aswell (I don't know these people or they're just people I met once and never talked to again).
I don't have a bad self image and I always give off a good vibe when I talk to people, I'm always optimistic. Sometimes I play around with these rude people and it does tend to work but I don't know if that's the best approach. For example, something that happened awhile back. A female approached me, I knew her but we never talked. She always accused me of things I didn't do and would keep going on and on about how I'm taking her snacks and what not as silly as that sounds. I walked over to the trashcan in the office near her station and BAM, there's the whatever it was packaged in empty. She told me that meant nothing and it was me, such things have been going on for so long now that I've adjusted to it and sometimes say things like "Yep! It was me, you caught me, the notorious ritz cracker bandit! I'm such a bad person that I'd ruin your day over silly crackers, mwahahahahaha." Yeahhhh now that I think about it maybe that wasn't the best idea in the world but those weren't my exact words, it was just an example of what I do sometimes. I just go along with it to maintain a positive outlook on things. When hateful things are said to me, I agree with them and start laughing-- sometimes they laugh, sometimes they just walk away in confusion. An example of that would be "My god you're a nerd" I had to censor that seeing I'm trying to cut back on swearing-- I used to swear worse than a sailor! My generalized response would be "Yep, I'm an ol' nerd that lives in his mothers basement that collects My Little Pony dolls" or something along those lines, once again an example. All of the things I've said to people after so many hateful things were said to me I generally became immune to most with just basic responses like that but it's the ones that really get under your skin to ruin your entire day as if it was their density in life that bug me.
Is this really what the world is turning into now? If so, send me back to the 75's-80s'. I'd like to order one time machine to go please!