Want To Say Hey!

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 Im new here, I been reading several sites and so far this seems to be the kindest and most caring sites. 

Im a pretty bad pain sufferer. I have a few things that make life pretty painful. I also suffer with chronic depression.  Both which get little  to no help these days. Im left riddled with pain in a wheel chair at times with no help from the medical field. Im a mom and its not so easy being a full mom from a wheel chair. When im not in flair mode I can do things with my children. Pick them up, run, play.  When I have weeks long flair up. Im flat on my back. Need help to get around and cant walk. I wish the medical community around me would take my illnesses seriously. Beyond just throwing muscle relaxers and motrin.  So I could live life.  For short time a long time ago they gave a damn but the last few yrs they really do not care. People who can prove there medical conditions should not have to be for help /default_sad.png.

 
Hi there

We've already met, but I'm glad you're introducing yourself to the group. There are some wonderful, caring people here; many with pain issues. Hope this site helps you.

2earls

 
Oh man. I feel your pain about throwing only m.relaxes & Motrin . Sucks

so bad!! They act like that will fix everything!!!

Hate to hear about your pain issues... I suffer myself.

Welcome to DBG /default_smile.png

 
Thank you so much truelove and poohbah, I'm glad to be here and I hope in time i'm able to help others out as I been shown so much kindness. Just hope I can give it back as well /default_smile.png.

 
hello sadminion and welcome to the forum... I think there are lots of people here in a similar situation and we are here to help each other.  Let me know if I can be of help in any way.

 
hey everyone,

started buyings meds on the net in 08-09..discovered first forums in 10, i think. who can forget this frist one? full of shit.

lots of others after it? full of nothing but shit, also. i was being too noticed. i dunno. didnt work.

so yeah..

 
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