yeah, maybe for people who started taking them at low doses like 10mgs and followed the doctor's directions might be able to manage the comedown better. They probably get a script for some kind of benz0s too so they can take one or 2 mgs at night to help relax them. I think your advice is good though, next time if I get a 20 i'll break it in half and take one earlier in the day and then the other later on so I don't have that crash in the middle of the day. That is the worst. It might be easier to deal with at night, because by that time you might be tired anyway, and if you have a benny that would help bring you down so you're mellow enough to get to sleep. The way I did it yesterday was I took a whole 20 in the early afternoon. By about 7 it started wearing off. The initial part where it completely comes down is really brutal for me. I'm talking like serious feeling of depression/anger/really bad mood type of S***. It's funny yesterday I after I took it I was like oh boy, I feel great, I'm gonna go out and get the Wall street journal and read the whole paper. But this is the part I really hate, when someone interrupts you in the middle of your "Joy" you start to feel like annoyed because you know it's going to ware off soon and you don't want to waste that precious boost of energy on anything else. What happened to me is my brother called me on the phone and he started talking to me and it went on for a half hour or more. By then the boost was turning into a bust. I got my paper but only read like 2 pages. Jeeze. I felt really bad when I got back to my normal state. It's like I had this whole night planned out and it all went to S*** because of that phone call. When it was all said and done it's like I completely forgot what I wanted to do lol. I have a lot of benz0s (clownz) but I didn't take any for the come down because it was still early and I usually only take it at night when I'm about to go to bed. So anyway, there was nothing I could do but just sit there and wait for a while to forget about that great almost euphoric feeling.
You are right about taking too much. One time I took like 3 20's in a pretty short amt of time and if you do that instead of feeling good, you start to get irritated with everything because your mind is like in 5th gear while everyone else's is in 2nd .You don't want anything to interfere with your high so the slightest problem makes you feel like snapping or just being PO'd in general. Also I thought if I took 3 I would feel like 3 times as good, but I really didn't. I think there is a peak level that once you get to you can't really feel any better so it's a waste to take too much at once.
i kind of do wish I had a script, but like I said before, I would probably end up abusing it. And also I would probably go into a panic if my bottle was running out like you said. So maybe I'd be better of without taking it or getting a script.
I'll definitely try breaking them in half so I could at least have a generally good feeling for about 8 hours of the day. and if I schedule it like morning or mid day, I would start coming down in the evening, which wouldn't be so bad because then you can take a benny and just get ready for bed or lye down or something. I really hate taking benzes in the day time because they make me drowsy, so I generally reserve those for night time exclusively. Thanks for the advice though. I don't think I will be getting any more addys any time soon. Unfortunately by bro moved out of state last week and he was my primary source. I might have a friend that has them but this guy is kind of a dick so I wouldn't even bother trying to ask him.
When I typed that original post I was feeling like crap because i was just coming down. After a while though the feeling does abate and you just forget about it and move on with your life. I guess if you really want to ease the come down you can pop a Benjamin when you start coming down but I prefer to just bare with it. Okay thanks for the advice friend. I will definitely try to do it that way If I should get a hold of one again.
