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Heavenlee said:
@dotcomkotr and @ElectroNymph oh my god we have such a great groups of people here and @Nikolassaid it is good to forgive. I was a huge mess yeas ago when I was cheated on by my husband then when I moved back to Ohio a few years ago it all came back again when he moved back in with me. As I told my fellow VIP people I cringe at some of my post I wrote during some serious cociane binges. I feel embarrassed at times, but even though I seemed nuttier than a fruitcake which I was, all I got was love and support back. It wasn't always like this a few years back. Thank good for our mods @PTFCand @2earls because they don't tolerate cliques and bullies like before. I do embrace this place. It's my safe place!
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You're spot on @Heavenlee, I am glad I just missed out on those times before. I think this place is friendly, welcoming and as vibrant as it's ever been! 

 
@PTFCit's the best I've seen in years, before it was shut down and when it reopened under the leadership of two undesirables I refuse to mention it's at its very best I've never seen before. Sorry no more likes, but before you two, @2earls it was very cliquey and they were bullies, newcomers weren't treated well. I felt like I was pretending or being fake just to be amongst the popular kids just like in higschool! When I had enough I was hit with a penalty and went to another board, thank god I got kicked off that board, I still find it hard to be kicked off a drug board, where the members were talking about smoking crack nd shooting dope, I wish I could see the post, well maybe not it might be really seriously 1 I was in the khole, so I can only imagine. I still laugh about it today, when I tried to login it said banned, reason : go to rehab! That's why I came back here again and it's been so different in a great way compared to the old days! You an @Admin and @2earls have made this board great again', great work and many thanks!

 
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You're spot on @Heavenlee, I am glad I just missed out on those times before. I think this place is friendly, welcoming and as vibrant as it's ever been! 
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Heavenlee said:
@PTFCit's the best I've seen in years, before it was shut down and when it reopened under the leadership of two undesirables I refuse to mention it's at its very best I've never seen before. Sorry no more likes, but before you two, @2earls it was very cliquey and they were bullies, newcomers weren't treated well. I felt like I was pretending or being fake just to be amongst the popular kids just like in higschool! When I had enough I was hit with a penalty and went to another board, thank god I got kicked off that board, I still find it hard to be kicked off a drug board, where the members were talking about smoking crack nd shooting dope, I wish I could see the post, well maybe not it might be really seriously 1 I was in the khole, so I can only imagine. I still laugh about it today, when I tried to login it said banned, reason : go to rehab! That's why I came back here again and it's been so different in a great way compared to the old days! You an @Admin and @2earls have made this board great again', great work and many thanks!
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i dont know what it was like prior, all i know is im housebound pretty much an dbg is my morning ritual, open the balcony water the plants, feed the hounds. coffee/meth an then meds. shower than rest of the day on DBG tbh an have done this pretty much since joined now.  i have a close friend that suffers same as me so we spend a lot of time together. been on bit of a journey together tbh in this world. hes my brother as far as im concerned even if we do feed each others habbits, me more so if im honest, hes got will power. i lack that power for certain lol. but no i feel safe here, i dont go outside my front door. scared of my temper is all i can put it down too. i spent a lot of time in jail/ hospital over the last 15 years. so my my main anxiety is that i have such a small tolerance for bullshit, i dont lie and get very very offended if questioned if i am or its hinted, or if anyone has attitude with me, im afraid of how id react. one more violent offence an im gettin a mandatory sentence, my kids dont deserve that. i can ride it but no ..no not them thats basically the main reason i dont leave the house but its got to the point of it physically stopping me now. i can be sick an all sorts. but then one day be loaded on benz have a mate or partner there an i go out an il talk to every single person. usually i hate people they ask questions thats why i have my dogs an plants they dont hurt my head. lol, but back on track yeh in this game we need a safe zone like this where we can get info an feel comfy telling stories. iv told a least 2 on here iv never spoken out to anyone about. thats why i dont get why people dont just auto sponsor soon as join an get the most out of it an fit in better. i really struggle to talk to people an meet new so it makes me so nervous but on here i feel like i can just jump on a post an not be judged for it. i havent had any probs with the site, if i did id go to the admin same as if i questioned or doubted a product that i had received id go to the vendor or admin etc not blast it all over the board in case the fualt lies with me..

 
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