Wow man, congrats forreal! Takes a lot of mental fortitude. I’ve had many problems in my life, substance abuse being one of. My DOC was 1c3, I never would’ve been able to do what you were doing I had to go somewhere (I know now WDs with mine but still) especially the no alcohol part, ESPECIALLY if your worried about sleep

I’m glad you found an irl lil community where you can basically do group therapy as well as connect with people, not to mention get your mind off things if yall go out and do things together or have totally unrelated conversations.
And glad that there’s a clinic willing to work with you, ultimately to keep you safe after such a long, and I’m know very hard journey