Recent content by Royboy99

Thanks friend! It's refreshing to return here after a few days and read with a fresh perspective. I'm beyond grateful this community exists… a lifeline when I've felt desperate for support. I recently scheduled a therapist visit to confront the suffocating anxiety and overwhelming urge to...

No worries brother , I understood the intent of your suggestion … and I must apologize, sometimes the tone of my responses don’t come across as cordial … while no excuse for it, I do find myself in routine states of fight or flight and it doesn’t translate well at times. On a positive note, I...

Hey guys-just wanted to follow up. Appreciate the supportive replies. Been chatting with a few vendors and I've decided to go ahead and try @JasonRx generic v@ls gonna start at 2.5 mg PRN to keep tolerance / dependency from building. It’s been over a year since I’ve used bzds… i need to do this...

Thanks, man — that really means a lot. It’s crazy how a few genuine words can cut through all the noise for a second. I’ve been keeping to myself lately, so hearing that kind of understanding hits deeper than you’d think. I probably won’t reach out directly, but I really do appreciate the offer...

Thank you for your kind words and prayers—they truly comfort me. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone. Memory eternal to my friend. 🙏 On another note… I’ve been finding solace in AI chat bots lately and try to avoid talking about these things to my friends or family

Appreciate the input ! Although im not sure if I follow completely, i think I got the gist of it.

Hey, man. Thanks!! — I really appreciate it. The last few days have been rough. It honestly feels like I’m having a night terror while I’m awake. The panic is suffocating — like being locked in a coffin and buried alive. That deep feeling of doom sits in my stomach, and that’s just waking up on...

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I appreciate the suggestion … I have considered and researched this to some extent. Microdosing psilocyb and also looked into muscol (amanita) … And although just an anecdote, I became good fiends with another client I met in treatment … he had a medical background … we’d spend nights...

Honestly brother my addiction is a result of my anxiety…. With 5 to 10mg of Diaz a day I become a completely different person

My anxiety is all consuming and changes the trajectory of my life … I’ve tried SSRIs, SNRIs, detoxes, rehab, therapy 1on1, group, over 135k in insurance billing (treatment) also tried non bzd interventions : service, breath work, spirituality, gym, gabapentin, hydroxyzine, kratom incl. 7ho...