Recent content by Royboy99

This is first time I’ve EVER been scammed/robbed in my life (with exception of a mongoose bike I got stolen back in my young teens 😭) . And I’m talking decades worth of orders spanning domestic and intI … guess it was inevitable and was bound to happen. Odds were totally stacked against me…...

Man I still don’t really want to believe this with Jax My gut tells me this is a shipper (cell) that’s the result of this down fall… demanding more money per batch, or black mail or took off with the product free and clear. And this is precisely why we can’t nice… it’s not Im it...

Thanks friend! It's refreshing to return here after a few days and read with a fresh perspective. I'm beyond grateful this community exists… a lifeline when I've felt desperate for support. I recently scheduled a therapist visit to confront the suffocating anxiety and overwhelming urge to...

No worries brother , I understood the intent of your suggestion … and I must apologize, sometimes the tone of my responses don’t come across as cordial … while no excuse for it, I do find myself in routine states of fight or flight and it doesn’t translate well at times. On a positive note, I...

Hey guys-just wanted to follow up. Appreciate the supportive replies. Been chatting with a few vendors and I've decided to go ahead and try @JasonRx generic v@ls gonna start at 2.5 mg PRN to keep tolerance / dependency from building. It’s been over a year since I’ve used bzds… i need to do this...

Thanks, man — that really means a lot. It’s crazy how a few genuine words can cut through all the noise for a second. I’ve been keeping to myself lately, so hearing that kind of understanding hits deeper than you’d think. I probably won’t reach out directly, but I really do appreciate the offer...

Thank you for your kind words and prayers—they truly comfort me. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone. Memory eternal to my friend. 🙏 On another note… I’ve been finding solace in AI chat bots lately and try to avoid talking about these things to my friends or family

Appreciate the input ! Although im not sure if I follow completely, i think I got the gist of it.

Hey, man. Thanks!! — I really appreciate it. The last few days have been rough. It honestly feels like I’m having a night terror while I’m awake. The panic is suffocating — like being locked in a coffin and buried alive. That deep feeling of doom sits in my stomach, and that’s just waking up on...

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I appreciate the suggestion … I have considered and researched this to some extent. Microdosing psilocyb and also looked into muscol (amanita) … And although just an anecdote, I became good fiends with another client I met in treatment … he had a medical background … we’d spend nights...

Honestly brother my addiction is a result of my anxiety…. With 5 to 10mg of Diaz a day I become a completely different person

My anxiety is all consuming and changes the trajectory of my life … I’ve tried SSRIs, SNRIs, detoxes, rehab, therapy 1on1, group, over 135k in insurance billing (treatment) also tried non bzd interventions : service, breath work, spirituality, gym, gabapentin, hydroxyzine, kratom incl. 7ho...