Pray for my Dag man

Dude I’m so sorry. I recently had to put mine down as he was my angel and my whole world to me. He was my service dog and he didn’t have a single mean bone in his body. I wouldn’t even yell at him cuz he could feel when he did wrong so we would just have a conversation. Since I put him down I haven’t been able to forgive myself and I feel like a big part of me died as if I have a loaded Gun To my head every day. I have a very hard time trying to comprehend even the simplest of things. He was voted the happiest dog at the park we went to. I spent 4 years in Afghanistan as a private contractor and I came back with my heart blackened but only he could make me smile and feel my heart. We live in a very sick world and I swore an oath I’d never do harm to another unless I seen someone beating their dog or wife or child as I myself grew up in a very violent home where my first memory was being doused with lighter fluid and almost being burnt alive at 3 years old as I had 3rd degree burns from head to toe. I became a very good man and even co authored the bill that legalized medical cannabis in a specific state, mainly to save the life of a 7 year old child that had a brain tumor in which RSO healed him. I’ve seen so much trauma in my life that most couldn’t handle which is why 22 people a day take their own lives. I donated my time helping veterans heal even with my own injuries that makes it hard to even walk up a flight of stairs. I’m a man of compassion and empathy which I can only hope I can do enough good in this world to make up for the wrongs I’ve done. I’ve worked with world renowned soldiers such as Ethan McCord and Michael prysner. I use to have a very successful podcast as well. With this being said my heart bleeds for you cuz I know my dog was the best human I ever met and I can only hope when my heart condition finally takes me out that i will be with him again. It’s the only thing I want out of this life. I havent even been in an intimate relationship for many years cuz I don’t want my nightmares to effect another. I wish you the power and strength to adopt another dog in need as I haven’t been able to cuz I know I’m too broken and go 3-7 days without sleep. I’d never do anything to harm myself. The condition is called c bradycardia where my heart rate at most is 36bpm so they have to keep me sedated as any sharp spikes of heart rate could cause cerebral hemorrhage or stroke or aneurysm or embolism. I wish I could take your pain away and I would of if I could.
 
My boy is currently in neurosurgery, 20k spent at internal medicine on surgery two weeks ago, now neurologist wants a Bentley and first born child apparently. DONT GIVE YOUR PETS SIMPATICO TRIO!!!!
 
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Mokachin0 said:
My boy is currently in neurosurgery, 20k spent at internal medicine on surgery two weeks ago, now neurologist wants a Bentley and first born child apparently. DONT GIVE YOUR PETS SIMPATICO TRIO!!!!
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I just came back to this thread after seeing your other posts re. vet care assistance - I know where you were, but I'm not telling (I don't need $ assistance, already have pet insurance on my new baby, and already donate to 3 local animal rescues around here) but I just wanted to say:

1. I won't feed my new guy any poisons, and all of the flea/tick preventives are (definitionally) poison;
2. Heartguard is okay for most, if it's really needed - we use garlic and he doesn't get any bugs;
3. I am so very very sorry for what you and your boy are going through;
4. I think I would really like to be your friend, lol!!

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CBL said:
I just came back to this thread after seeing your other posts re. vet care assistance - I know where you were, but I'm not telling (I don't need $ assistance, already have pet insurance on my new baby, and already donate to 3 local animal rescues around here) but I just wanted to say:

1. I won't feed my new guy any poisons, and all of the flea/tick preventives are (definitionally) poison;
2. Heartguard is okay for most, if it's really needed - we use garlic and he doesn't get any bugs;
3. I am so very very sorry for what you and your boy are going through;
4. I think I would really like to be your friend, lol!!

☮️
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I lawyered up, Zoletis is trying to offer a settlement but we refused and are headed into litigation. First actual case to proceed against Zoletis from adverse simpatico reaction. Catch me on the news turning down the 250k “gesture of good will” from Zoletis because I refuse to sign their NDA and want to see them torn apart in court instead 😀
 
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@Akup7ich , I'm so sorry for your loss my friend. I just saw this in the new messages. I want you to know you'll be in my thoughts. If you ever need to talk you can always DM me. Take the time you need to grieve this loss. It's never easy losing a part of you.
 
Hi friends, if the original poster or anyone else needs financial assistance for vet bills or pet needs, reach out or see my recent post! Mods can verify the validity of my offer :-)
 
Mokachin0 said:
I lawyered up, Zoletis is trying to offer a settlement but we refused and are headed into litigation. First actual case to proceed against Zoletis from adverse simpatico reaction. Catch me on the news turning down the 250k “gesture of good will” from Zoletis because I refuse to sign their NDA and want to see them torn apart in court instead 😀
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Can you include the FDA in your suit? Because they have *all* the data on pet "adverse events" & deaths. And imho they are complicit, as they only require a warning, but still allow this stuff to be advertised as "safe and effective" to vets, yada yada yada. :mad:
 
CBL said:
Can you include the FDA in your suit? Because they have *all* the data on pet "adverse events" & deaths. And imho they are complicit, as they only require a warning, but still allow this stuff to be advertised as "safe and effective" to vets, yada yada yada. :mad:
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No fda is actually on our side, Zoletis reported to the fda per law, and the fda added the warning label that the drug can cause adverse Neuro reactions or death in neurotypical dogs, which Zoletis maintains is impossible (proven irrefutably false by our case) . We enter pre litigation Monday at 3pm, the FDA (I don’t actually know who, I’m largely hands off at this stage since litigation requires a hefty team of lawyers in higher court) is *oddly* going to be a beneficial testimony in court
 
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