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 That is exactly what I am fearing right now, as I get lower and lower I am concerned about how it's going to impact my ability to work, work out, take care of my kids, etc. once I get down to a an end low-dose and I'm off completely. .  I am working really hard to get myself down to a stable 4...

 I admit that I am very very relieved and happy right now after seeing my doctor! I was honest, he believed me and told me that he appreciated me being honest with him.  I feel like 100 pounds has been lifted from my shoulders!  Phew!?

 I admit that I spend an average of two hours a day with headphones in my ear's dancing to rap music. And yes...I twerk. ? ( oh the shame,  such a painful confession! )  I admit that  I am going to do my best to be brave when I see my doctor tomorrow and  have decided to be honest about...

 I found a lighter to be very helpful in this particular situation.   Speaking of lighters, I ADMIT that after well over 10 years of not smoking a single cigarette, I've had two cigarettes this week! What's that about??  I found them to be absolutely disgusting yet  when I smell them now  I...

 Why is it that I refuse to talk about politics online anywhere else but I go onto a political ramble here?  Anonymity. That's why. I can't post on public sites   where people know me on this topic (or any provocative social issue) without getting into debates with family/friends… And it can get...

I'm coming off of Suboxone now. I started on H 20 years ago, got myself off the H and onto a methadone maintenance program.... I was on that program for a very very long time and then was told to go onto Suboxone because it would be easier to detox from.  When I went on to methadone I was not...

 You are absolutely right, if you take/waste your time trying to change a Trump supporter's point of view, it will only drive you insane.  The next four years are going to be a huge test for everyone.  Not only do I hope we survive, I hope are planet survives  having a POTUS that thinks that...

Sorry for the typos above. I was being lazy, using voice to text. I found one study suggesting clonezepam is most often used for OCD, in combination with other meds- The rate of BDZ use over time in this OCD sample was 38.4%. Of individuals taking BDZs, 96.7% used them in combination with...

 Even if I take a home test, lab tests are a lot more advanced and the detection limits are not the same.  Even if I come up negative in the end, I know I should probably just be honest. It was an innocent mistake, I wish I was better at throwing up!  Are used to be prescribed Xanax, so it's not...

 I take clonazepam on a daily basis, I accidentally took .5 mg of Xanax this morning. I tried to throw it up, I do not have a good gag reflex. I know I got part of it up, I saw the orange from the pill in the toilet. But by the time I was done vomiting I was already feeling the effects.  I get...

Lol,  I admit I did not even think of that.  I admit that maybe someone will just erase that comment if it is self incriminating.  I also admit that I think my brain is working at about 1/3 of its normal capacity due to the stress I have been under or over the past week.   I keep making dumb...

Xanax works best for my panic attacks ( we're talking severe panic attacks here: kid just had a seizure and almost died, Xanax was the only med that stopped my intense panic).  But that is their rarity, thank goodness. My  current new doctor insists on clonezepam and has reduced me from 2 mgs...

 Yes, I have placed three orders with such vendors. The quality wasn't up to par with the SY vendors.  But all three orders or a reliable, arrived without incident… If I could find a Mexican vendor that had better quality, I would pay the price to avoid this hassle. By the way, just to put this...

Lol!!!!  That's hilarious.  That's the only way my ex used to use H with me, if we snorted it.   It was odd, it was like a completely different substance.  It felt completely different, but just as good. When I moved to the West Coast I was bummed that I couldn't get the China white anymore...

Thanks! I made some small changes to my info on this package. I'm a bit weirded out because I had an odd experience today with the local mailman.... my mailman drove  right past my house today, I had my red flag up because I had outgoing mail. I live in a very small nosey town. Understandably, I...

 Wayback in the day, before I stopped, snoring H for me  (Living in NYC variety)was my best experience. 

 It admit that I love your post! 

 Unfortunately, I have an order with the same vendor being processed right now.  I live in a very fertile area and also paid for it online using MG because it takes me hours each way to get to a location to donate in person. Regardless, I am going to change to a different payment method after...

Yes, I know it's bupe, but it has that added opiod blocker.… I've never taken pure bupe or subutex. I'm getting pretty close to 2 mg,... does it really get that much harder at the end?   I'm sure the fact that I've been on it for 2 1/2 years won't help.  But so far I've been fine dropping…  I...