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    Marriage is not what I'd hoped

    I’ve been married twice and I’ll never do it again. First was an abusive (emotional and mental...physical abuse was on the horizon) asshole, second was a narcissistic asshole (this dude literally had every single trait of a narcissist).  Whenever people tell me they’re getting married, I...
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    USPS International service disruptions

    Thank you for all that info @Admin! You, @2earls, and @Biskobro are doing such an amazing job, keeping this site going, keeping hope alive, and keeping everyone aware, therefore reducing a lot of stress!  I feel that y’all don’t get all the recognition, and credit, that y’all deserve...
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    Vendors going to hell

    I haven’t experienced that. And, just a suggestion here, but you might want to have a bit more patience with vendors. Maybe read their last few posts-if they do post anything-and see if anything is going on or if they explained why things are slower or what not. If they don’t post, read the last...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @DoomKitty, I’ve been wanting to get my son a weighted blanket but he won’t keep blankets on him, whether he’s asleep or awake. I read somewhere about a weighted vest, but I’m not sure if that’ll be the same as the blanket. Cause the blanket is equivalent to deep-pressure stimulation. Which I...
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    USPS tracking site down

    Their site does this off & on. They even had a post on it saying their online services would be off & on due to maintenance on the site. 
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    Help me sleep!!!

    Wanted to add one more thing...I have a kid...who’s autistic (along with others like adhd), so I’m def exhausted from him but his sleep is so whacked cause of him not being able to control his energy or anything really. So, having kids does not always constitute a good nights sleep. 😂 It’s...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @Sgrbr420, first I just gotta say u saw the first line of the last post (sgrbr’s) and thought you were calling @2earls sugar bear. 😂  Thanks for the advice on the melatonin. I didn’t take it last night b/c I was thinking about what you said. And even though I still woke up a few times during...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @chchtwo and @2earls, thank you both sooooo much!! I will definitely give that antihistamine (the other one...not Benadryl) a try! I’m at the point of trying anything cause I’m so tired.  I’ve also been on sleep aids before. Ambien didn’t do a single thing. Trazadone helped me fall asleep but...
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    Recent downtime forum

    @Admin, thank you for always doing an awesome job and for keeping this community going!!! You are freaking awesome!! @2earls and @Biskobro, y’all are also doing such an amazing job with this community!    This is just a slight hiccup and our awesome community will get through it even...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    Okay, so I take 50mg of melatonin a night (I started out with 1mg and slowly worked up to this over a year). Well, for the past month, the 50 mg hasn’t done jack shit. It used to work great. Now I’m back to dozing off & on and getting MAYBE, a combined, 2-3 hrs of sleep per night. I tried...
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    I Admit

    I admit that I get lonely sometimes. Not very often, but every now and then, I wish I had someone to share my stress with, to share my heart with, just to share whatever with. But, with all of my chronic pain (& ptsd) issues, along with my son’s issues (ASD, SPD, ADHD...to name a few)...
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    New rules on USPS "anonymous mail" take effect today. READ THIS, TELL YOUR VENDORS!

    @Nitetrain, love your analogies. 😂  And yeah, @k20, I noticed it stated more about stamps. But another member posted that it concerns pretty much anything being put in a drop box. Someone even said there are signs posted at drop boxes concerning the size and weight changes.    It def is...
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    remaining online without activity

    When you sign in, make sure the box that’s next to “stay signed in” is unchecked. If it’s checked, then the box will be green. If it’s unchecked, then it’ll be white, like this background. After a few minutes of no activity, it’ll log you out. Or you can just log out each time. 
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    Order stuck on processing

    @mbx220 and @tomradke, if this is a non-blacklisted vendor on this community, it’s way past the usual delivery time, and you have tried to contact them but didn’t get a reply...then tag 2earls on their thread (the vendors thread) so she can become aware of the situation.  Good luck! 
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    Domestic seizure

    @Paul Eschardies do lots of reading! As for your question, I’m not sure what you’re actually asking. But there are so many resources on this forum and even more resources once you donate and become a sponsor (it is SOOOOOO worth it to donate/become a sponsor...more info about donating can be...
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    Domestic seizure

    @jackwade, you do get letters w/domestic. I did, and also others on here. So, you do still get a love letter and from my understanding (I don’t order internationally), they are a lot alike. 
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

     @Nitetrain, I’m just curious, but what is your diagnoses? @alixjones2018, what is your brother’s? I would love to experience a better quality of life. But, alas, I will prob suffer in severe pain until I die.  But, I am curious to know what each of you/your brother’s diagnosis is, that a pAiN...
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

    I think it would be more secure to put it all in code simply so nothing pops up on g0oGl€ or any place like that.  And yes, it would be nice if us patients were actually treated like such and people tried to fix the problem instead of masking it. Technology has come so far, yet chronic pain is...
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

    I don’t have personal experience but I do know others (in person) that have had different kinds of magazines in pAin pUmps. And most have gotten great relief! I wish I had this, but I’ve also kind of glad I haven’t. My biggest concern (& fear, honestly) is the pink malfunctioning or leaking...
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    New laws coming

    I am also a disabled vet and when I started going back to the “lovely” VA (when I had no more insurance...had a 5yr break from those morons), I was going to a civilian dr and my pcp at the VA told me they no longer pr€scribe m€ds for pAiN pTs. Which is total bullshit! And they’re the ones that...
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  1. Maelstrom @ Maelstrom: I’m sure you know the folks in the mountainous regions along South Americas pacific side buy cócà leaves at the local farmers market just to help acclimate to the higher elevation when they have to head up into the hills.
  2. Maelstrom @ Maelstrom: I would certainly have bought it, swilled it, enjoyed it…. Why not? A little boost in your juice isn’t going to hurt anyone.
  3. R @ Royboy99: Exports were reported to have around 7.2mg per FL OZ, it’s success is what actually led to Coca Cola
  4. Maelstrom @ Maelstrom: Having cramps and husband thinks you’re acting hysterical (ie. PMS) the doc would either perform a certain massage to relieve the strains of motherhood and family life of that time or send you down to the local apothecary for a bottle of laudanum… A tincture of alcohol and 10% òpìųm. Fun days huh?
  5. R @ Royboy99: @malestrom: yeah thats it, my bad Mariani, yeah i considered that and also its ROA, which was oral so the bioavailability was lower than insufflation, higher degree of purity tho and longer duration … there was a significant marked increase of patents filed by Edison during the time it was released in the US. Presidents were known to use it as well, and the Queen. The pope awarded the wine the Vatican gold medal award
  6. Maelstrom @ Maelstrom: I think it was called vin Mariani. But yeah, it was all the rave back in the turn to the 20th century. Original formula Coca Cola did it for a while too. I think it was pretty weak though. Something like 200 mg per liter of wine. Enough to maybe give you a little push but unless you could pound some serious alcohol, it’d be hard to really feel the effects before the ethyl knocked you down on the ground. It was an interesting time period. Laudanum was a “hysterical” woman’s best friend.
  7. R @ Royboy99: Maybe it’s the admixture of my South American dna that works so well with it ? 🤷
  8. R @ Royboy99: It’s all evident in memory recall, my emails, meetings, … people invest everything they have in a nootropic that provides this… desperately searching without success and it’s right there right under their nose (no pun) … stigmatized by society and outlawed.
  9. R @ Royboy99: Now I’m not foolish or delusional to think that it made Edison who he was … it just allowed him to Edison to Edison to a greater degree … and I see it doing that for me and others who use it as a productive tool and not a substance of abuse.. you can look at this data with the level of patents filed by Edison during that time … comparable to Barry bonds or McGuire breaking records while they were subtly enhanced
  10. R @ Royboy99: One could argue that we would not have motion pictures if it wasn’t for ❄️
  11. R @ Royboy99: I also take month long breaks and replace with Ritalin for receptor recovery
  12. R @ Royboy99: And while it may sound insane and completely destructive … small microdoses of ❄️ has really transformed me. I did extensive research on its use by Edison, the pope at the time, and many others who got great benefit from a wine concoction called vin Mariani … this subtle enhancement changed the world and as long its used with a high degree of control, it’s amazing. you may think I’m crazy … but I’m just being as transparent as I can
  13. R @ Royboy99: I’ve grown to realize that my time is finite and Im only getting older… I’m back to relying on small PRN doses of FDA trialed BZDs and it’s made tremendous improvements to my quality of life. I just need to get out there more and meet someone new, it’s the only piece that’s missing since I’ve managed to get it together
  14. R @ Royboy99: @LatsDoodis: thanks brother … I’ve spent months trying to put myself in uncomfortable places to grow stronger. Hours of research, thousands on supplements, therapy etc …
  15. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: @Royboy99 You’re not yet lost. Cut them losses and do what you don’t want to do. Take the boring, shameful, nerve racking way out. It’s the only road back to balance. When you’re ready, you’ll do it. Hit me up if you want support quitting. This ain’t worth your life!
  16. R @ Royboy99: Grateful that this site exists and realizing that trying to save a few bucks today may cost me so much more in the future …
  17. R @ Royboy99: The hardest hit was losing my girl , and I still feel the tremendous heartache everyday, over a year later … knowing that I caused it all. She gave me multiple chances and I let her down everytime … I use Diaz and kpins going on year now for my panic attacks, ptsd and anxiety. With no issues and see a therapist weekly
  18. R @ Royboy99: Destroyed bonds that took me 10+ years to form , over 160k in medical billing… all in result of 6 months of RC use. Now I’m forever labeled a out of control addict that needs to be monitored… lost my girl too in result :(
  19. R @ Royboy99: Gravely underestimating the psychological impacts , I destroyed my reputation, relationships and spent a year in and out of detox and rehab
  20. R @ Royboy99: ..
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