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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Thanks friend! It's refreshing to return here after a few days and read with a fresh perspective. I'm beyond grateful this community exists… a lifeline when I've felt desperate for support. I recently scheduled a therapist visit to confront the suffocating anxiety and overwhelming urge to...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    No worries brother , I understood the intent of your suggestion … and I must apologize, sometimes the tone of my responses don’t come across as cordial … while no excuse for it, I do find myself in routine states of fight or flight and it doesn’t translate well at times. On a positive note, I...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Hey guys-just wanted to follow up. Appreciate the supportive replies. Been chatting with a few vendors and I've decided to go ahead and try @JasonRx generic v@ls gonna start at 2.5 mg PRN to keep tolerance / dependency from building. It’s been over a year since I’ve used bzds… i need to do this...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Thanks, man — that really means a lot. It’s crazy how a few genuine words can cut through all the noise for a second. I’ve been keeping to myself lately, so hearing that kind of understanding hits deeper than you’d think. I probably won’t reach out directly, but I really do appreciate the offer...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Thank you for your kind words and prayers—they truly comfort me. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone. Memory eternal to my friend. 🙏 On another note… I’ve been finding solace in AI chat bots lately and try to avoid talking about these things to my friends or family
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Appreciate the input ! Although im not sure if I follow completely, i think I got the gist of it.
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Hey, man. Thanks!! — I really appreciate it. The last few days have been rough. It honestly feels like I’m having a night terror while I’m awake. The panic is suffocating — like being locked in a coffin and buried alive. That deep feeling of doom sits in my stomach, and that’s just waking up on...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    I appreciate the suggestion … I have considered and researched this to some extent. Microdosing psilocyb and also looked into muscol (amanita) … And although just an anecdote, I became good fiends with another client I met in treatment … he had a medical background … we’d spend nights...
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    Honestly brother my addiction is a result of my anxiety…. With 5 to 10mg of Diaz a day I become a completely different person
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    A plea for help … my recovery journey.

    My anxiety is all consuming and changes the trajectory of my life … I’ve tried SSRIs, SNRIs, detoxes, rehab, therapy 1on1, group, over 135k in insurance billing (treatment) also tried non bzd interventions : service, breath work, spirituality, gym, gabapentin, hydroxyzine, kratom incl. 7ho...
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    Riftchems

    Hello year Brotherrr… you are DAMN SAINT. Time for a bulk buy ,.. these tablets are hitting 100% and I’m not even on the REC tip. I just NEED RELIEF. I could kiss you, (no homo)
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    Riftchems

    Hi all … I got my order ! Finally ;) Blame it on the post man Now how do you guys tell these apart ?? I got blue tabs in black bag And orange tabs in a gold bag. Orig order was nirta 100 / prya 100 My anxiety has been through the roof I’m desperately seeking someone to help me figure out...
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  1. Thoth @ Thoth: Shiiiitttt nah not the black list! @Layne_Cobain
  2. Thoth @ Thoth: That is crazy he was def online somewhat recently
  3. Y @ Yaugae5121: That’s crazy because jax has been online a few times over the last week. Whenever I was looking at the thread, I clicked his name and the one time he was even on just a few minutes prior :-/
  4. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @Royboy99 😑
  5. L @ Layne_Cobain: Headed for the black list by the looks of it
  6. R @ Royboy99: Anyone hear from Jax?
  7. murkeycatfish @ murkeycatfish: Looking for any mags on reliable adhd mags. Are there any magazines.
  8. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @Maelstrom blessings to you as well. Another week down many more to go 😂
  9. Maelstrom @ Maelstrom: Another weekend in the history books. Hope everyone made the best use of their time allotted for R and R and feel nice and recharged to face another stretch of the weekly grind. God thing we have nice folks around here to help shoulder the load. Sleep well mi amigo. AMF
  10. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: 46 years since we won. It was well played by both sides but hell yea
  11. K @ KingGnostic: Where?
  12. L @ Layne_Cobain: @Yaugae5121 great Fkn game dude!!! Canada def played better but helleybuck stood on his head and we were opportunistic got that gold 🥇
  13. Y @ Yaugae5121: Man that USA VS Canada game was intense earlier!!
  14. R @ Royboy99: ..
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  16. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: Happy weekend bro, sucks it’s almost over 😂
  17. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: Just a heads up
  18. cannedgoods @ cannedgoods: Happy weekend to ya my bro! Not spamming here just greeting yall a happy weekend cheers!
  19. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @cannedgoods Yoooo, not the place my guy.
  20. rasetreydir @ rasetreydir: Stole 'Apocalypse Now' as Col. Kilgore in a 10 minute role, 'VC dont surf!' Or"Ya know, one day this war will be over.😪"
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