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@Phrenicz Do you actually make music, then? It sounds really cool. I used to listen to dark, industrial electronic music quite a lot a few years ago. Skinny Puppy, you probably know them? Last Rights was a brilliant album. Velvet Acid Christ are a little less known, but they make some good...

KNICK Kicking nuns isn't cheery karma. KARMA

The classification system here is redundant and needs reforming, like in most other nations, I expect. Just for a few examples...benzohs are usually the lowest class (C). And we all know the tolerance and withdrawal from them. Special mushrooms (which I've never tried, never will) which are...

@Nikolas Thanks for the kind words. =) I think I'd agree with the first point you made; a temporary state due to substances. So you think the very, very mild psychotic symptoms I have most days are nothing to do with it? That's what I've been worrying about.. I've always been a bit...I don't...

@2earls I understand you not wanting to name what med it was, don't worry. =) But from what you said, I'm starting to lay blame on the benzoh. I think? Haha, god...I'm so bloody indecisive. I want to test it at some point in the future, but I really am terrified of vomiting. I can't explain it...

I've been given the go-ahead, so I can say @Jellopanda , the vendor I use is Kalm with Kava. They have a pretty cheesy name but their products are very good, and I've had no problem getting them posted here. The postage can be a bit expensive, so you might need to plan your order. If I were you...

@Phrenicz The bennies were blisterpacked - absolutely certain they weren't laced. Plus, all this started to happen a couple of hours or so after I'd taken them. I don't really think it was the stimulant, because I've never even had the slightest bit of anxiety with them, let alone this...

I think if you've been taking zop for nearly two years, five days a week, you might need to be careful about reducing benzo use. Also, just have it in your head that zop = benzoh. It pretty much is, in terms of effects, tolerance and withdrawal. If you want to reduce use, it might be an idea to...

I'd definitely agree with this, PTFC is the best! =) Both @PTFC and @2earls are the best moderators I could imagine. =)

@Jellopanda Oh crap... I didn't pick up on the zoppy that you said you take... yeah, they have a complete cross-tolerance... they have the same activity at the brain receptors. I mean, that would definitely explain why you've felt the need to take higher doses of di@z; the zop has constantly...

@Phrenicz I've seen a fair few people saying the same as you, that code!ne just gives better euphoria. I think code!ne is just massively dependent on individual metabolism/biochemistry, though. You know, some people lack an enzyme that means they can't process code!ne at all... that would be...

Hmm... it does make you wonder why they haven't manufactured prolonged release codeen... weird. I mean, if you have to set your alarm in the middle of the night to redose, that's horrible. =( Have you said that to your doctor? If you phrase it that you need a prolonged release formula to just...

@Jellopanda This is just my opinion, but I'd say that is *definitely* where you should stop. No doubt about it. What I always remind myself about benzohs (and any substance, really) is that the relief they give me will vanish if I exploit it, if I take them everyday. And I mean completely...

My brain just gets soooo much healthier every day, it really does. I wondered if anyone could offer any insight into what happened to me last night... I'll put it as briefly as I can: I took a stimulant during the day, just before noon. A normal dose for me - nothing out of the ordinary at...

@Jellopanda I think the exact ceiling dose seems to vary depending on where you get your information, but I've always had 400mg in my mind as the ceiling. Some people say there is no ceiling, but I think the science behind it is that, since it's a pro-drug, it's...really complicated and stupid...

@Jellopanda You seem like a lovely person, so I'm more than happy to help in anyway I can. =) With long or short lasting benzohs...if you're disciplined, say, er...take benzohs twice a week for example, then short half life ones would be better. You see, that way it doesn't build up in your...

Yep, @PTFC is spot on. I don't want to come across as aggressive or anything, I always try and avoid that...but @screamingmimi I understand that it is frustrating to suffer insomnia, but it isn't right to ask for advice on non benzoh sleep aids, then to get defensive and reject every piece of...

Agh, why didn't I mention cold water extraction before? Dang. It's too late now, but it would have been very helpful when you had co-codamol. It's basically just filtering the code!ne from the paracetamol, very simple to do, and it can really help your liver. Sorry, my mistake there. =/ It...

@Jellopanda Ah, okay, I get you now. Luckily there's going to be quite a lot of options for you. I don't know where to start. Erm... I'd say brom@zepam is what you want. It's intermediate lasting, half life of around 16 hours, is very low on sedation and has wonderful anxiety relief. It's not...

I guess whether or not you take di@z daily is essential here. If you do, then I really wouldn't switch to anything else. If you're using benzohs daily, then d!@z is the most reliable option you can go for. It has a long half life which means that it would be easier to taper off from and you'd be...