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    Marriage is not what I'd hoped

    I’ve been married twice and I’ll never do it again. First was an abusive (emotional and mental...physical abuse was on the horizon) asshole, second was a narcissistic asshole (this dude literally had every single trait of a narcissist).  Whenever people tell me they’re getting married, I...
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    USPS International service disruptions

    Thank you for all that info @Admin! You, @2earls, and @Biskobro are doing such an amazing job, keeping this site going, keeping hope alive, and keeping everyone aware, therefore reducing a lot of stress!  I feel that y’all don’t get all the recognition, and credit, that y’all deserve...
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    Vendors going to hell

    I haven’t experienced that. And, just a suggestion here, but you might want to have a bit more patience with vendors. Maybe read their last few posts-if they do post anything-and see if anything is going on or if they explained why things are slower or what not. If they don’t post, read the last...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @DoomKitty, I’ve been wanting to get my son a weighted blanket but he won’t keep blankets on him, whether he’s asleep or awake. I read somewhere about a weighted vest, but I’m not sure if that’ll be the same as the blanket. Cause the blanket is equivalent to deep-pressure stimulation. Which I...
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    USPS tracking site down

    Their site does this off & on. They even had a post on it saying their online services would be off & on due to maintenance on the site. 
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    Help me sleep!!!

    Wanted to add one more thing...I have a kid...who’s autistic (along with others like adhd), so I’m def exhausted from him but his sleep is so whacked cause of him not being able to control his energy or anything really. So, having kids does not always constitute a good nights sleep. 😂 It’s...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @Sgrbr420, first I just gotta say u saw the first line of the last post (sgrbr’s) and thought you were calling @2earls sugar bear. 😂  Thanks for the advice on the melatonin. I didn’t take it last night b/c I was thinking about what you said. And even though I still woke up a few times during...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    @chchtwo and @2earls, thank you both sooooo much!! I will definitely give that antihistamine (the other one...not Benadryl) a try! I’m at the point of trying anything cause I’m so tired.  I’ve also been on sleep aids before. Ambien didn’t do a single thing. Trazadone helped me fall asleep but...
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    Recent downtime forum

    @Admin, thank you for always doing an awesome job and for keeping this community going!!! You are freaking awesome!! @2earls and @Biskobro, y’all are also doing such an amazing job with this community!    This is just a slight hiccup and our awesome community will get through it even...
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    Help me sleep!!!

    Okay, so I take 50mg of melatonin a night (I started out with 1mg and slowly worked up to this over a year). Well, for the past month, the 50 mg hasn’t done jack shit. It used to work great. Now I’m back to dozing off & on and getting MAYBE, a combined, 2-3 hrs of sleep per night. I tried...
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    I Admit

    I admit that I get lonely sometimes. Not very often, but every now and then, I wish I had someone to share my stress with, to share my heart with, just to share whatever with. But, with all of my chronic pain (& ptsd) issues, along with my son’s issues (ASD, SPD, ADHD...to name a few)...
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    New rules on USPS "anonymous mail" take effect today. READ THIS, TELL YOUR VENDORS!

    @Nitetrain, love your analogies. 😂  And yeah, @k20, I noticed it stated more about stamps. But another member posted that it concerns pretty much anything being put in a drop box. Someone even said there are signs posted at drop boxes concerning the size and weight changes.    It def is...
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    remaining online without activity

    When you sign in, make sure the box that’s next to “stay signed in” is unchecked. If it’s checked, then the box will be green. If it’s unchecked, then it’ll be white, like this background. After a few minutes of no activity, it’ll log you out. Or you can just log out each time. 
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    Order stuck on processing

    @mbx220 and @tomradke, if this is a non-blacklisted vendor on this community, it’s way past the usual delivery time, and you have tried to contact them but didn’t get a reply...then tag 2earls on their thread (the vendors thread) so she can become aware of the situation.  Good luck! 
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    Domestic seizure

    @Paul Eschardies do lots of reading! As for your question, I’m not sure what you’re actually asking. But there are so many resources on this forum and even more resources once you donate and become a sponsor (it is SOOOOOO worth it to donate/become a sponsor...more info about donating can be...
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    Domestic seizure

    @jackwade, you do get letters w/domestic. I did, and also others on here. So, you do still get a love letter and from my understanding (I don’t order internationally), they are a lot alike. 
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

     @Nitetrain, I’m just curious, but what is your diagnoses? @alixjones2018, what is your brother’s? I would love to experience a better quality of life. But, alas, I will prob suffer in severe pain until I die.  But, I am curious to know what each of you/your brother’s diagnosis is, that a pAiN...
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

    I think it would be more secure to put it all in code simply so nothing pops up on g0oGl€ or any place like that.  And yes, it would be nice if us patients were actually treated like such and people tried to fix the problem instead of masking it. Technology has come so far, yet chronic pain is...
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    Intrathecal morphine pump

    I don’t have personal experience but I do know others (in person) that have had different kinds of magazines in pAin pUmps. And most have gotten great relief! I wish I had this, but I’ve also kind of glad I haven’t. My biggest concern (& fear, honestly) is the pink malfunctioning or leaking...
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    New laws coming

    I am also a disabled vet and when I started going back to the “lovely” VA (when I had no more insurance...had a 5yr break from those morons), I was going to a civilian dr and my pcp at the VA told me they no longer pr€scribe m€ds for pAiN pTs. Which is total bullshit! And they’re the ones that...
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  1. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: @Royboy99 You’re not yet lost. Cut them losses and do what you don’t want to do. Take the boring, shameful, nerve racking way out. It’s the only road back to balance. When you’re ready, you’ll do it. Hit me up if you want support quitting. This ain’t worth your life!
  2. R @ Royboy99: Grateful that this site exists and realizing that trying to save a few bucks today may cost me so much more in the future …
  3. R @ Royboy99: The hardest hit was losing my girl , and I still feel the tremendous heartache everyday, over a year later … knowing that I caused it all. She gave me 4 chances and I let her down everytime … I use Diaz and kpins going on year now for my panic attacks, ptsd and anxiety. With no issues and see a therapist weekly
  4. R @ Royboy99: Destroyed bonds that took me 10+ years to form , over 160k in medical billing… all in result of 6 months of RC use. Now I’m forever labeled a out of control addict that needs to be monitored… lost my girl too in result :(
  5. R @ Royboy99: Gravely underestimating the psychological impacts , I destroyed my reputation, relationships and spent a year in and out of detox and rehab
  6. R @ Royboy99: ..
  7. R @ Royboy99: Jesus fent in a addy press? So basically attempted murder? Fuck is wrong with people
  8. O @ ondyismiolip: Has anyone ever got Fent in an adderall press?
  9. LatsDoodis @ LatsDoodis: That’s funny people are mentioning the klepomanazepam phenomenon. I was actually briefly in some sort of patient data study on this, but was not recruited as I don’t experience amnesia or episodic antisocial, impulsive-behavioral disordered tendencies and out of character crime sprees. They just dent the tremendous suffering that’s underscored my life and I had a few years of true reprieve before tolerance began to return the old way of “it’s always a catastrophe” with “plus, benzo habit” lol!
  10. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: @Bodix lol glad it isn’t just me. And yes I did unfortunately drive backwards down the front of the airport (one way). Thank the security guard looked past my error and my droopy face and kindly asked me to turn around. Lmao easily could’ve ended up in jail
  11. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Freedom!!!!
  12. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: Happy Presidents day!!!!
  13. tiquanunderwood @ tiquanunderwood: Hope everyone had/or is still enjoying their weekend! happy presidents day
  14. L @ Layne_Cobain: Like the old joke “I’m allergic to benzos every time I take em I break out in handcuffs” heh heh
  15. Bodix @ Bodix: @Realbenzeyes, I knew a chick that would pop half a bar and rob you but off them like you wouldn’t take a stick of gum it’s because benzos especially strong doses take away the part of your brain that thinks of the consequences
  16. Realbenzeyes @ Realbenzeyes: No clue why but kpins make me steal and get shitty everytime. This is coming from a guy who wouldn’t steal a candy bar from the store. I’m way too scared to steal from stores but those fkers get me everytime. (Usually a drink, food etc) nothing major. Just dumb shit
  17. Bodix @ Bodix: @army13$ I bought 10 grams of clam in 21 and did the most stupid shit over than time I was taking atleast 5mg at a time and I remember barely remember most of it I fail in the show and broke my ribs, fell asleep nightly in my food so I started mixing it with 4c and that was not a smart move I wanted to fight everyone
  18. Bodix @ Bodix: The tv benzos are so much weaker and safer than my on and off again relapses of rcs from 21-23 years ago I would of already by now either got fired or arrested and total amnesia that doesn’t exist anymore which is probably a good thing
  19. Gulp2788 @ Gulp2788: who knows, maybe some chemical companies will open back up down the road, be patient.
  20. L @ Layne_Cobain: Will SR be back eventually or y’all think it’s dead and gone. I truly hope not. Kicking myself hard for not getting some before it disappeared taking it’s availability for granted 🤦
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