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I absolutely am. I don't have a mortgage, though (lucky situation, I guess, if you'd call a death in the family that). I think my GP would not be opposed to scripting me a small amount of low dose benzos. Unrelated to the GP, I fucked some stuff recently with my dissociative abuse (O-PCP feels...

I quite like this stuff in that it doesn't seem to outright impair normal functional thinking at any dose. (WARNING: I'm pretty sure I have a permatolerance from the time I accidentally did 150mg O-PCE, so my doses are ridiculous for the average user.) I've tried to hole. I really have. I...

Yup yup. But amphetamines are scary because they might actually make you feel good, without needing to circle back to the medical system to manage your ever-growing list of side effects.

I'm actually extremely sorry, and by the time I went and thought to delete it, I couldn't anymore. I really REALLY apologize. Actually, I spoke to a psychiatrist today about this and I honestly told him "I'm usually the most kind and patient person, but I can get myself into a mode where I'm...

No. I need none of those things. I need a script for some benzos (It doesn't even matter which ones - I don't want to get high on them), and I will be a perfectly normal human being. I kicked the habit, lived my life clean for years, and all my problems just got worse. Might as just have the...

Hey all, I know that if you went and read my post history, you'd see that I fuck with all sorts of RC dissociatives and shit. However, I avidly assert that these are misguided attempts at self-medication because I feel like something is wrong all the time, cannot sit still, cannot sleep, and...

Hey all. I'm sure some of you have seen, I've been shouting from the rooftops that APINACA (AKB-48) is an absolutely fantastic synthetic cannabinoid that should really have been investigated for its therapeutic value, but was instead collateral damage in the "spice wars." I want to find it...

Rift is selling them in what he claims are 4mg presses. I see experience reports that talk about dosages in the 4mg+ range. I think 100ug is too small, but it will be safe - that's for sure. I bought some 4mg tablets. I'll let you know if I blacked out as if I took 40x the active dose,

TheResearchChemsLab (verified vendors section) has some in what I assume is powdered form. Your doctor will not help you with your benzo taper, at least not on your terms. Addiction treatment in the US sucks. You'd be better off doing it yourself. I was a long-half-life benzo addict for the...

Just an update here guys, as I was fucking with MXPCP at pretty high dosages, and I guess I was getting "delusions of sobriety" (a term I almost exclusively associate with benzos). I think this chemical has a very long-lived metabolite that is minimally active to where it's not detectable after...

All of mine have been from Autogen, so I have not.

5-APB seems to have the sleepy effect. I don't know if it's serotonin being unable to release or what but it makes you fall asleep at your desk .

I went to the vitamin Shoppe and I bought some extreme detox supplement. Had some lunch and took a shower. That was about five hours ago now and I'm actually already starting to feel better.

Yes, definitely hit or miss. Even after I started to figure out my sweet spots with dosing, I would have no idea when the drugs would start to take affect. Sometimes it would be immediate and other times it would be like five hours later.

I really don't like doctors. I'm basically just gonna cut out all of the drugs for a while, including weed and nicotine. And I'm even taking some detox supplements. Let's see if that clears my system and helps with my sleeping problems.

Added anecdote here about flualprazolam: The last time that I did it, I went on the Internet and bought a $1000 OSRS account and $500 worth of gold to go with it. The next morning I woke up with buyers remorse and instead of just filing for a refund I secured all of the recovery codes and...

No I haven't touched anymore avizafone, and I'm still barred out. It's Wednesday, and I took a sick day today from work. It might be still getting stronger. I'm drinking caffeine to stay awake. Avizafone was certainly involved, but I think I'm pretty in tune with my body. I could feel it come...

I'm no stranger to ultra-potent, long half-life benzodiazpines. In fact, I used to be dependent on them for years (phenazepam, flubromazolam, clonazolam, the works). I tapered off; good for me. So, I was placing an order with a vendor the other day and I hadn't quite met the minimum order...

Gonna chime in here: 20mg 4-MeTMP (for functionality) 10mg 5-APB (for euphoria)

Yes. This stuff is good. Will be ordering more.