“Should I stay or should I go now...”

  • Thread starter Thread starter Shadowinside2020
  • Start date Start date
S

Shadowinside2020

Guest
Hey community, 

Hope you read the title and heard the voice of Mick Jones from The Clash in your heads  :)  anyway, back to Ms. Bat shit. My lady basically had nothing when I met her. I gave her a home, got her a job, clothes, etc. she’s freaking CRAZY and over the past week, she’s been SUPER CRAZY with a big ass SC on her chest. I’m a software executive so my hours can go to 15 a day, 7 days a week for months. It’s been over a year now and the crazy is coming out, something feirce. She’s attempted suicide multiple times in the past also, she says all the time she doesn’t want to live. I end up getting the brunt of the past mistakes made by another in another lifetime (Indigo Girls ref) I honestly think I stay around because she has absolutely no one but me and no where to go, but I can’t bare a suicide on my shoulders. At the same time, I’m losing my mind. I live in constant stress. I get accused of whatever her mind decides to make up that day and suddenly I’m doing it, but I’m not at all. I’m at a loss and have zero idea what to do here. All helpful suggestions welcome. 

Jstew318

 
Last edited:
Hey @BellaDonna...I apologize for such a delayed response. I don’t remember seeing the notification. Not so much guilt per-say, I’m not sure how to explain. It’s more like a pit in my stomach when I think of it happening. Today was a great example...I’ve been awake since 3:30 am Friday working on a project issue and I’m still working at 1:26 Saturday morning. I asked politely that she please not text me all day with random things. I let the entire office know I was on lock down DND. Text after text, after text! The most random things and when I replied to ask her to please stop, she’s responded, “well, why are you texting me?” I get too frustrated after that for hours and then get snippy. You get it, I’m rambling lol. 

I appreciate you responding, I’ve haven't really talked about this openly with anyone. 

 
One of the things most precious to me in life is peace of mind. She’s not respecting what you are asking for her and something tells me you don’t ask for much. Time for you to reclaim your peace of mind. 

 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Drugbuyersguide Shoutbox
  1. K @ knofflebon: @DerailedFisherman She's probably dancing down at the pink pony club in west hollywood. God that song is contagious. Hope she's doing ok too.
  2. KingKong2 @ KingKong2: What happened to DIYZZZfaxtory
  3. aBBazaBBa123 @ aBBazaBBa123: subutex
  4. DerailedFisherman @ DerailedFisherman: @AnnaSofia where you been at hows if goin
  5. R @ rhodium: It is so depressing to see the same 5 mass produced Chinese megazines on sale. We can do better! Heres for more variety
  6. MOD @ MOD: Hello @Everyone - Hope all are doing well! Looking forward to a fruitful 2025.
  7. cannedgoods @ cannedgoods: Hello and have a great day friends!
  8. CnC5 @ CnC5: @xenxra could you hmu on TG i have some crypto question for you if you dont mind bro! Kinda in a panic!
  9. rockychoc @ rockychoc: @gigiwink143 You go to the specific vendors thread and leave your feedback for them there.
  10. G @ gigiwink143: Where do we leave reviews
  11. rasetreydir @ rasetreydir: Phishing attempt via protonmail, vendorname.cz offering a link that i wouldn't click
  12. Gracie5 @ Gracie5: Rick’s new email is in his thread, last post.
  13. xenxra @ xenxra: @SeaDonkey i use gold as a proxy sometimes to read other things but not necessarily interested in trading it myself. i specialize in trading crypto
  14. rockychoc @ rockychoc: Shout out box isn't for making vendors reply.
  15. G @ gigiwink143: @Jacob price
  16. SeaDonkey @ SeaDonkey: Costco of all places was selling 25 packs of 1 gram bars, so little less than an ounce, but still a good deal at the time
  17. rasetreydir @ rasetreydir: @SeaDonkey Not yet. I am trying to ask around to and research some other investments like gold
  18. SeaDonkey @ SeaDonkey: @xenxra @rasetreydir y'all mess around with gold? Hit a record high today
  19. T @ tito008840: I’ve been having issues with tgc/ I just want some sort of resolution
  20. H @ HaywudYablome: Gʻ
Back
Top