2FA/2FMP is still the best mix for me, but I tried only 4-5 variants so far,
Mephedrone is next.
Reminder: I use this to work, not party, so a funktioning speed may NOT be what enhances party going. If I would have to, I'd mix2FA and psiloscibin from the forrest.
When I was a kid there were two methamphetamine pills and they were quite common. By the time I started playing with substances they were both gone. One day I shall take an overpriced meth pill, one day. And also desbutal, how did I miss that one....
@Ayyy7393 I went to rehab when I was 18... lol. I moved too fast from one dru.g to another, like from benzos orally to snorting r1talin to shooting up m0rphine in a few months. My relationship with dru.gs is complicated, I ODed in 2019, mostly m0rphine but also cl0nazepam, di@zepam, vyvans3, methylph3nidat3 and meth@done, I'm still trying to learn to control myself, I know I can do it, I've done it many times but occasionaly I get extremely moreish. The m0rphine OD for example, I had one 0ram0rph bottle, that's in total 400mg. I wanted to use like maybe 100mg, which was still way too much for me since I had almost no tolerance. I ended up injecting the entire bottle plus 3 ampules, and I'm pretty sure I added methylph3nidate to the first few shots. To this day I don't know how many times I shot up, I remember at least 3 on my arm, maybe more, then I started IM on my thigh. Massive oopsie.
@Ayyy7393 Thanks! I'm hopeful tbh. The other thing I had other than the addiction was a horrendous depression. I was anhedonic for years, no pleasure from anything. I'm not longer in that state and, this is odd to me, but I don't wanna die, so yeah, hopeful
@Ayyy7393 What ended up working for me was effexor 600 mg, I'm on 450 now tho. Well and lithium but I take that one for a while now. Before I was given the effexor mega dose I was being considered for k3tamine and ECT, thank God I didn't go that way, ECT is pretty harsh. Of by the way, the normal maximum effexor dose is 300 mg, 600 is technically not aproved but my doctor is experienced in treatment resistant depressions and he had used that dosage on previous patients. Before that I can count over 30 medications I had tried
@Ayyy7393 29, I've noticed people in this site tend to be a little older compared to other forums, I guess young people don't have the resources to buy things online. The most odd thing about my use is that I never met anyone doing anything stronger than w33d until I got to rehab, there is no 0pioid problem in my country, like I'm the only one lol. How old are you?
@tiquanunderwood:
Hope everyone had/or is still enjoying their weekend! happy presidents day
L@Layne_Cobain:
Like the old joke “I’m allergic to benzos every time I take em I break out in handcuffs” heh heh
@Bodix:
@Realbenzeyes, I knew a chick that would pop half a bar and rob you but off them like you wouldn’t take a stick of gum it’s because benzos especially strong doses take away the part of your brain that thinks of the consequences
@Realbenzeyes:
No clue why but kpins make me steal and get shitty everytime. This is coming from a guy who wouldn’t steal a candy bar from the store. I’m way too scared to steal from stores but those fkers get me everytime. (Usually a drink, food etc) nothing major. Just dumb shit
@Bodix:
@army13$ I bought 10 grams of clam in 21 and did the most stupid shit over than time I was taking atleast 5mg at a time and I remember barely remember most of it I fail in the show and broke my ribs, fell asleep nightly in my food so I started mixing it with 4c and that was not a smart move I wanted to fight everyone
@Bodix:
The tv benzos are so much weaker and safer than my on and off again relapses of rcs from 21-23 years ago I would of already by now either got fired or arrested and total amnesia that doesn’t exist anymore which is probably a good thing
@Gulp2788:
who knows, maybe some chemical companies will open back up down the road, be patient.
L@Layne_Cobain:
Will SR be back eventually or y’all think it’s dead and gone. I truly hope not. Kicking myself hard for not getting some before it disappeared taking it’s availability for granted 🤦