Yeah, i remember him getting cleaned out quick. Glad you are comfortable again Sneazel, it gets scary when you are running low. I tried taking etizolam (that is why i was in space) thinking that would help me get off of the trams. I cannot take that stuff, got me high as a kite! With school and work, both full time, i need to be able to function. Surprisingly, kratom is working great, and i am also taking like 3 or 4 purks per day. I know I need to be careful with them, as I am not trying to replace one addiction with another, I have been down to 100mg of tr@m per day for like 10 days. I am doing surprisingly well, sometimes a little cranky, but that is to be expected. I am very busy, which is good for me! I dont have time to feel sorry for myself. So far so good. This forum has helped me tremendously. The fact that I will be able to prescribe drugs in less than two years is terrifying for me. I need to be clean, for the most part. Love my MJ! Occasional opiate but I need to get off of trams for good. I have been on them for a year now. I have severe PTSD and night terrors and i refuse to go to therapy. I do not want to tell some fucking stranger how I feel about what has happened to me. I am not going to blow 6 years of school off because of trams. I hope I can do it, i am pretty sure i can, but as I get closer to graduating, i get more and more afraid. I guess we will find out, won't we. I don't share these facts in the open forum for obvious reasons, so I would appreciate any one her to not share them. I am sure that's a given, but I had to say it. Anyway, glad to hear you are comfy again! Good for you!
DGSB, unfortunately my return was the equivalent of falling off of the moon and landing on earth.....with NO parachute! I have a complete memory loss for several days. Apparently, I was acting pretty much okay, i just have ZERO memory. Very scary!