general questions: what's really on offer? what are good options for me?

[gay_neighbor]

hello everyone.

i am curious about some of the more soothing reading materials on offer and figured i would start by asking a few questions.

for some background: i will not self-diagnose, but i will say that it would not surprise me in the least to receive a diagnosis of complex PTSD from a qualified professional. i am prescribed 2mg of clonazepam that i take daily for anxiety and sleep. i've been taking clonazepam for 18 years now. it is life saving medication. i refuse to take anti-depressants. i just need something to help me calm down and clonazepam works perfectly. i honestly don't see me ever weening off of it.

however, while i do not abuse my medication, and never run out before i can refill, there are hard days when i do need to take a little extra. i'd like to look into supplementing my prescription with more clonazepam or something that works with clonazepam. i'm also curious about trying something that is more powerful and euphoric.

here are my questions:

• my first question is, is real clonazepam on offer here??? and if so, who's the best vendor for it? more clonazepam would be the best way to supplement for hard days.
• my second questions is, what's something available here that works alongside a clonazepam prescription? 10 years back i legally acquired a bottle of real etizolam and it worked very well for when i wanted to take an extra clonazepam but did not want to take my prescription. i've seen etizolam on menus here and i'm... skeptical... since it's been banned.
• my third question is, do you have any recommendations for someone with my level of tolerance to occasionally take that is more recreational? there's so many options i don't know where to begin. benzos are functional to me but it would be nice to have a recreational option.

my two main concerns are quality and, perhaps even more importantly, if the supplemented medication will interfere with my prescription. i cannot take phenibut, for example, because it renders my clonazepam and eszopiclone (also taken nightly for sleep) completely useless, and causes rebound anxiety on the comedown. terrible first and last experience with that stuff.

let me know what you think.

thanks.